Love Hurts Sometimes..
Ashely
31 Aug, 2010 02:22 PMI fell in love at a very young age.. My former boyfriend asked me out on Christmas I said yes because i liked him so much. About 2 months went by and i found out he cheated on me with his ex girlfriend.. who i dislike very much. We stopped talking.. About a month later he asked me back out i stupidly said yes. We began to fight and argue over stupid things. then he told me he was going to visit his sick grandmother in another country for a month. I was devastated but let him go.. A month went buy and I knew he was coming home. On that night i checked what time he was coming home and stood up all night waiting for his phone call.. Instead i got a text message from him saying it was over. i was confused and couldn't believe it. I stood up all night crying.. The following day. I found out for one month he was with another girl, older than him doing things with her.. It broke my heart I've never felt so stupid and ashamed. I kept telling myself it was all my fault I let him go.. Many of my friends felt my pain and told me to move on but i couldn't i was deeply in love with him. He never looked at me again. While i was crying and depressed he would walk by me laughing and smiling with his friends i didn't understand it at all. Sometimes I wish i never knew him..and others I'm glad i did.. love is a crazy feeling..
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Comments
Post a Comment02 Sep, 2010 11:04 PM
I kinda know how u feel... my ex broke up with me last year a week b4 thanksgiving. We only dated 3 weeks and later I found she had been dating someone else behind my back. A few weeks later she told me she still loved me as we danced together at the winter dance. Every Rose Has it's Thorn by Poison. A week later she said she didn't really love me and we stopped talking. The week after winter break I found out she was in a car wreck and was in the hospital. I was depressed and stayed to myself the rest of the schoolyear. Then at the final school dance she came back. I was so thrilled I asked the dj to put on that song I had danced to her with all those months b4 hoping I'd be able to win her back. Unfortunately the song came on and I went over to her only to see her in the arms of her new boyfriend. I sat on the side of the dancefloor crying until my eyes were sore and even now I still love her. And every time I hear our song I think of her and weep.
03 Sep, 2010 05:06 PM
yeaah i have been there b4 its a sucky situation but you learn from it..i know i did! it taought me to NEVER date douche bags likee him ever again because i know that you and i deserve better! (other girls too!)