Love Hurts Sometimes..

Ashely

I fell in love at a very young age.. My former boyfriend asked me out on Christmas I said yes because i liked him so much. About 2 months went by and i found out he cheated on me with his ex girlfriend.. who i dislike very much. We stopped talking.. About a month later he asked me back out i stupidly said yes. We began to fight and argue over stupid things. then he told me he was going to visit his sick grandmother in another country for a month. I was devastated but let him go.. A month went buy and I knew he was coming home. On that night i checked what time he was coming home and stood up all night waiting for his phone call.. Instead i got a text message from him saying it was over. i was confused and couldn't believe it. I stood up all night crying.. The following day. I found out for one month he was with another girl, older than him doing things with her.. It broke my heart I've never felt so stupid and ashamed. I kept telling myself it was all my fault I let him go.. Many of my friends felt my pain and told me to move on but i couldn't i was deeply in love with him. He never looked at me again. While i was crying and depressed he would walk by me laughing and smiling with his friends i didn't understand it at all. Sometimes I wish i never knew him..and others I'm glad i did.. love is a crazy feeling..