Stephen
bella
12 Aug, 2015 01:41 AM
It all started back in 2014,I was watching The royal rumble, when i get a kik message from stephen asking me how the paperview is going and we start talking for a while, and then he tells me i have to tell you something.
I said okay and waited for him to respond,He told me he has a crush on me since i turned 18 and that he really liked me.
I was completely shocked i had no idea that my stepbrother had a crush on me. We started talking and the more we talked the more i was falling for him, He made everything better and he made me smile. He made life seem so much better, He and i talked for months, Ittl one day he met this girl name Rachel,she became his whole world, that's all he talked about was her.
I felt like I just lost my entire world. They dated for a while, one day he came by the house and we talked and he kissed me and at that moment i thought he was choosing me over her, Boy was i wrong. He went back to her and said what he did was a mistake, So we stopped talking.
Then they ended things and things started back up with us, We ended up having sex in the bathroom, I felt more and more close to him than i ever have before. He then met someone else her name was megan, He cut me off again. They just ended things and I really wish things would start up with us again.
I miss him so much I miss his kisses his laugh his smile his everything. Just wish he knew how i truly feel. I love him so much and i just wish he would give me one more chance.
He and i had something special we had a connection. He keeps choosing other girls before me and i never know why, He wants me but choose other woman. I really just want him to be happy and be with someone who he truly cares about. And just wish that girl was me. just wish we could have a realtionship that is amazing and special and just everything that we could ever want. I try every day to forget about him, but the more i try the more i'm thinking about him and thinking about wanting to be with him. I just can't stop falling for him. I love him and i want him to know that.
I never really liked him before all this,i just seen him as my brother nothing more nothing less,but i guess i always knew he liked me just for how he act towards me and how he was always their for me i like him so much now that i can't see myself without him.
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Comments
Post a Comment25 Sep, 2015 05:00 AM
Look honey. I don't mean to be a downer, but you can't let him do that. You are a beautiful woman who needs someone who deserves her. If he can't commit, then he doesn't deserve someone as great as you. Don't settle, and I know that's really hard because you love him, but you need to tell him that he has to make a choice between you or one of those skanks. If he doesn't choose you then his lose but you can't go back to him, if you do you'll never truly be happy.
01 Oct, 2015 08:03 PM
its so sad ...
07 Oct, 2015 02:53 AM
Thank you for the advice :)
18 Oct, 2015 09:36 AM
Okay I'm no saying what he did was right in any way possible, and you really do need to find someone that loves you and will put you before everyone else. But it's pretty obvious that he didn't stay with you is because he's your stepbrother that wouldn't work out especially between you guys parents it would cause many problems just imagine if you guys have kids he would be the father and uncle if your child... Not such a good idea, but hey I'm sorry Bella I'm pretty sure you will find love someday keep your head up
21 Oct, 2015 08:11 PM
Yeah that was probably why,I'm actually kind of glad we didn't get together for that reason and thank you for the advice means alot :)
22 Oct, 2015 06:47 PM
it happens.... as time will pass evry thing will move on..... dnt thnk so much.....it will make u fell as u r nothing.....
22 Oct, 2015 06:50 PM
it happens.... as time will pass evry thing will move on..... dnt thnk so much.....it will make u fell as u r nothing.....
27 Jan, 2016 08:55 AM
Hi bella, i see your story starts with your step brothers friend and follows with him. What i see here is that the devil is trying to kill your self esteem and also to tarnish your image. 1 Corinthians 5:17 "therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come." Trust God new things are on your way
13 May, 2017 03:01 PM
I'm sorry I did that to you
I had no idea that it was afecting you so much I was just trying to get you out of my head because I know that we wouldn't work out being step siblings and all and
I'm truely sorry
13 May, 2017 03:03 PM
That is what he would say if he saw this
14 Oct, 2017 06:27 AM
Stephen ???