insipiration by love

dalip

Hi, here Dalip speaking. you can call me Danny I want to share one event that happened to me last year. I live in Delhi. I passed schooling from g.b.s.s and start pursuing engineering from BVCOE, but I am not a good student in class when I was in 12th standard then thought that I would never fall in love with a girl, but in college, I fell in love with a girl. She did not like me, but I love her so much she never thought about me, but I always thought about her. She was a princess of my dream, but my class friend told me that she is not much hot as you are thinking about her . it was wrong .she is damn hot and my first and may be the last love in life. But I figured I would say her I love you, but at the end of the first-semester exam on 31 March 2015 that was the last of her when I saw her. I don't know that was the last day of her in college, but I really want to say her love you, but my personality is not so great to say her love you. And know that she will either slap me or
Ignore like mad, so I thought that I have to wait till she is not interested in me and two months gone. She hadn't replied to message then one day during the second-semester final exams I messaged her for more than half an hour only wrote in the message that "hi" but she doesn't listen to me after one hour of back to back message she blocks me on a social site, and I start crying...

Somehow, I completed the final exam of the second semester. And I thought will go to meet her. Whatever I have to do but remember my moral then I decided to go her home, but she lived in another city. So I decided to move to her city for two days, and her address I found by college receptionist. And after arriving near to her home .my heart is beating fast.


It was a rainy day of summer, and my cellphone has zero balance and no message or internet to reply her. Few hour I walk around her home but no movement in her house. Finally, I thought that first, I have to recharge my cell phone. I went to the nearby shop and recharged my cell phone and message her "I am near to your house and want to meet you " but she didn't reply. After five minutes I called her, and she picked my phone, and she told "hello", and I said "where are you?" but my phone speaker was not working correctly and due to some network reason, we both didn't hear each other. And she cut the line, and my conversation had not completed after that I messaged her and said I am waiting in the park near your house please come to meet me.

Five hours was gone, and I was still waiting for her, but she didn't come and time 10 p.m .i am striving from food, but I sit in the park for 2 hours more. Finally, I decided to eat something. But All shop were closed, and I found a mandir so I drank water, and I have no much money to spend because I have to go back home, but
I want to meet her and I think that my thought before leaving my home that I will stay outside her house. till she didn't come to meet so I spent my first time the night on the park I scared inside the park because I was alone in the park and there was the sound of tree movement and lighting in the sky and raining but I sat on the bench full night.

Now It morning at 6 a.m still raining, and water on street and I went near to her house, but I hadn't seen her.
I don't know.what happened to me. I thought that she would come to meet me because she respects little bit of me but I was wrong and finally I decided "you can't live for those whom you love but you live for those who love you" after that day I went back to my city and try to make happy them who loves m but i still love her.