Missing u :(
Kelly Sachs
17 Sep, 2015 03:58 AM
Message to my ex... :(
Dear you,
I think about you every night before i go to bed. i imagine you here with me. Does it even matter anymore?
no. :( Last night I got a message from him saying: "I dont know how to start this without saying im sorry but i dont know if apoligizing is good enough anymore, Youre a great person. I understand that all you wanted was me and all i did was break your heart and im sorry for that. im sorry for everything ive done. Every single second your mad at me or sad for any reason i always try to find a way to make you happy cause i like to see you happy. You didnt do anything wrong, so tell me that its all my fault and all believe you. I want us to be close friends and I want us to trust each other again. You're an amazing person and someone will come into your life that loves you more then u love me. I would love to be close friends with you but i feel like were just pretending because its the better solution. I still care about u I may not act like i do but i do. Right now the most important thing to me is building a friendship and earning your trust. I only wrote this to tell you that I still care about you. "
I tried understanding but its hard...
He's made me think that maybe i should just move on and be with someone who loves me, then to try to get back with someone who doest love me back. But honestly even if i tell myself to do that I always get sad and feel like my feelings are playing with my brain.
Its like my sadness is stronger then my happiness...
Everything we do together is just an other thing that I have to try to forget about. we literally did everything together and I trusted him, told him pretty much everything. I wont regret being with him but all regret acting like i was acting. He may tell me that its not my fault but for some reason i still seem to blame it on myself.
idk what to do anymore...
If you have any problems im always here for me you can send me a email or anything.
- Kelly
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Comments
Post a Comment16 Oct, 2015 05:32 PM
this story gets me bored
19 Oct, 2015 07:05 PM
Hey it kinda sad but I understand you I feel like
23 Oct, 2015 03:08 PM
I don't know if this will help you or not, or if I'm even doing this correctly, but I will do my best.
Don't rush it. If you don't feel ready to have another boyfriend yet, don't. Work through this first before considering. I know that you don't know me, and I don't know you, but I will be here for you if you need me.
25 Oct, 2015 11:03 AM
hello, i had a same problem with u.
feels like my entire life already empty. trying my best to be her girlfriend but nothing change:') i may dont know what is he thinking about, maybe he had a new one but seriously i love him, i love him so much:') i cant help my self, it seems like he doesnt like me anymore but what ive to do with my feelings?:')
27 Oct, 2015 03:25 AM
i know exactly how you feel. it happened to me to.
13 Nov, 2015 05:34 PM
The same situation happened to my friend.... Then i suggested her to think once "if ur love is really great, then keep on loving him... Or if his friendship is greater than ur love.... Remove all ur memorable thoughts and continue frienship with him....." i want u suggest the same
18 Nov, 2015 06:30 PM
Hey i know its not so easy......keep faith on god.......nd keeep loving him....one day he willl surely return in your life.......
06 Jun, 2016 02:20 AM
yandra your a dick that is wrong. anyways he my want you back cuz thats what it sounds like. Hes not telling you to move on he is saying give me some time and i will make it up to you. so give him a chance please.
18 Apr, 2017 04:52 AM
Thank you guys <3 Means a lot ...