Tyler.....

bella

There was this guy named tyler, he is my step brother's friend, he has been a family friend for a long time. He and i never really got along i always thought he was annoying and just a pain, he was just always their and i never could stand him. One day he writes me on facebook, we have a causal conversation nothing too bad or good.

He started flirting with me, my mind was in a million places at once trying to get the fact that he was actually flirting, i never seen him in any other way then just someone i knew that i thought was annoying, he started telling me he would shower me with compliments and that he would treat me right all the things he knew i wanted to hear.

we kept our conversations private so no one would know we were talking, but it didn't last never long my boyfriend at the time found out about him and didn't like it very much which was understandable, me and tyler kept talking, and i kept talking to him because i was feeling lonely and wasn't getting any attention from my boyfriend. He made me feel happy and special in a way.

one day, everything changed, i was visting with my mom, and tyler came over after work, we hung out and watched lion king together everything seemed right at that moment then we kissed and things lead to another next thing i knew we were having sex. at the time i didn't see anything wrong with it i just wanted attention. but afterwards tyler blew me off he wouldn't talk to me blocked me on everything i had him on. He got a girlfriend their in love.

I was hurt at first but now i can care less, He was a lesson learned, I regret having sex with him just because it wasn't right and because he used me and i didn't think he ever would. he and i had a connection at first from what i thought, i got over him and moved on, I blocked out the feeling i had with him and the moment we had, it never shouldv'e happend and the sad part of all this is him and my stepbrother live together so i can only imagine them two comparing notes and seening who can get to me first.

It's sick.