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My life is over

Mitchie

02 Sep, 2010 07:34 PM

This is my will.
Hello, I'm Mitchie. I'm 17years old. My story is very short. So don't worry, its not a lot of reading. My farther abuses me. My step-Mum Abuses me. My step-Bro abuses me (sexually). When i was 15, i met this boy. His name was Joe. I instantly fell in love with him. Joe was all i thought about, and i could do was imagine his face in my head. We ended up being in all of each others classes and became friends. He had a girlfriend. I hated her so much. Then one day he broke up with her and asked me out. On our 1st date, He asked me to be his GF. I agreed. I thought he loved me back. On our 5th date, he told me he loved me. I was so happy. But then on our 2 month anniversary he spilled all his food on me and told me he never liked me. and out jumped a bunch of kids from my school with there cameras. I ran out and then home to have my dad attack me for getting food all over the floor. Its been 2 years and i still get teased. I have woods in my backyard and found a thin, small, sword. I have decided that since he broke me, i wont let anyone else do the same. Now, I'm am about to leave tonight. I'm going into the woods. I want my family to have all my stuff- oh wait, i dont have any stuff! And Joe will always have my heart, for some reason.

Tags: Death, Unloved
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Arayla says:
04 Sep, 2010 03:47 PM

This is not the way to go... I'm sure you have already done it by now, because it said this was published yesterday and i wish i could have found this sooner... Your life will someday get better... you are young.. when you are older YOU can control you're life.. not anyone around you.. I'm so sorry.. I wish i could have gotten to this much sooner... :'(

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jim says:
05 Sep, 2010 12:49 AM

I am so sorry and breaks my heart something so tragic happened. Please have strength, enduring tragedies such as these will only make you a stronger individual. I'm also 17 and highschool love is one of the least significant aspect in becoming happy. Be strong.

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Lwanda Mhlauli says:
05 Sep, 2010 08:19 AM

Mitchie do nt let life and circumstances control you.i think you are strong person to have gotten this far but why quit now.go to your local police or social affairs department and report this alternatively you can contact me i wil be glad to help you
twichi@prodigits.co.uk

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Flavio says:
07 Sep, 2010 05:17 AM

If only I was sooner. It's not the choice I admit there have been times I've considered suicide but eventually good will come. I had a similar situation with a friend of mine, but it passes and as people get older you won't get teased. People will become mature and support you!! I really hope u haven't done it yet. God bless you

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J.L says:
07 Sep, 2010 09:29 AM

You are a strong person, you have endured all the unfairness and hardship that was brought upon you. Why don't you drop me and email and you can share it with me. Here's my email: zeratul_lin@hotmail.com

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nikki says:
19 Sep, 2010 07:58 AM

you have to keep your head uo there are always ups and dons in life and no matter what you cant let this get to you you ere brought into this world for a reason, im sure you probably done it by now, but please if you havent and youve read all ofour commentss know there is alwways people out there who love you! WE ALL MAY NOT KNOW YOU BUT WERE HERE FOR YOU!

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meme says:
27 Sep, 2010 01:52 PM

noo!!dont do that...come on mitchie!that aint the right way to go...ur 17 years old..u still young..u still have ur life in front of u...u still have to live it...u strong person...u dont have to do that!your life can change to being good at any second...so just keep ur head up..and keep being that strong person u r!!!this is so sad :'(

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arieeeel says:
10 Oct, 2010 03:25 AM

if you are already gone and made your choice that you have no reason to live, then whatever happends happends. but if you made the choice to live for a little while longerr i would love the chance to talk to you about your problems. altho im 13 im a wise and considered smart young girl. please contact me if you are still living :) xxxxx arielakers@hotmail.com <------------ email address - email me :) xxxxxxx

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diana says:
17 Oct, 2010 06:16 AM

nnooooo. look at you u are so 17. dont even think about it. shoot that i saw it late. plz dont think to do that. life is so big. u will find some one else

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miks unicyclist says:
22 Oct, 2010 07:45 PM

am i that late to send a message?
and mitchie please NOOOOOOOOO!!!! you'd kill me too.. im against abuse and all please dont do something bad to yourself..if you care for me you wouldn't hurt yourself...

need someone to talk to? mikster09@hotmail.com

P.S i only give my email to stories deserving someone to speak with..

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cherry says:
31 Mar, 2011 09:53 PM

killing ur self is notthe answer life get better in teh future trust me mines did i know ur maybe dead by now..but..were ever u r God bless u

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Hoodie says:
04 May, 2011 07:43 AM

This made me cry so bad

im soooooooo sorry and i hope you didnt really do it :(

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i love you says:
24 Jul, 2011 11:25 AM

miks unicyclist is she still alive

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tear says:
26 Jul, 2011 02:26 AM

you know, trials and sufferings in our lives is natural...we all experience that...but be strong and always remember that when the world leave and struck you down don't give because there's SOMEONE up there looking and caring for you...just pray...and leave all your worries to our God Almighty...

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sadie says:
06 Aug, 2011 06:57 PM

it is ok i had the same thing happen to me hours befour i was going to kill my self i met this boy and i fell in love.... there is outhers out there u jst have to look... :)

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amy says:
23 Aug, 2011 07:20 PM

you may be dead already but you should live on. thats wat my friends told me when i wanted to sue and just die. and im only 13. there will be someone of this world that will love you for who you are. and if you already didnt die yet, i want to be friends with you. :)

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