Fear

anonymous

Have you ever imagine, how hurts it is to love someone who doesn't love you back? sometimes i wonder, how could someone not appreciate someone who loves them with no strings attached? is it so hard to try to love someone who loves you?

"i'm so sorry, i'm still in love with her, she was and still be my favorite thing to remember." what the heck?! at least give me a chance to make sure that i'm capable to make you happy!

"i'm not in mood to have any kind of relationship, so you better try with someone else." what the fuck?! how could fall in love can be determined by MOOD?

"uhm, i love you, but as my bestfriend, can't be more than that." this one is i hate the most. how could we trap in 'shit-zone' 'friend-zone' 'brother-sister-zone' and 'any kind of zone'

can you just give a chance to let them try, who knows what a good things that might be happen? don't be too busy or picky to let your heart wide open, cause once you lose your true love you might never get a chance to find it once again, ma dear friends.

i had a bestfriend once, i love him so much, but i never had a chance to tell him, no, it wasn't never had a chance, but i was too afraid to tell him how much i need him to keep staying beside me everytime. and you know what happened? i lost him, it made a really huge hole and wound in my heart and life, that was a very scary moment in my life, i cried for hours everyday, and it's been 3 years since the last time, and guess what?
I'M STUCK.

Because in the end i finally realized, life without him not just unimaginable, it also... unbearable.

So guys, i want to tell you, fight for someone or something that you love, if you are afraid that they will reject you, really, don't give a shit, because the worst thing about loving someone quietly is when you realize that you lost every chances that you might get if you have a little bravery.

Bye, Warm Embrace.

ps: sorry for such a bad english cause i'm coming from Indonesia. feels free to correct. thank you.
based on true story, hahaha, call me pathetic. at least i realize my mistake and for you guys, be aware or you will lose something that you need the most but lost it because you just too scared to tell them