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The story of the emo girl
Emily
03 Sep, 2010 12:05 PMI sit in the dark everynight pull up my sleave and look down at my cold pale arm. i have tons of cuts some new some old. I go to get the razor blade i cut over and over untill my arm goes num. I cry from the pain but i love the way it feels. i love the feel of the warm red blood driping down my arm and the feel of the stinging cold air going into my skin to heal it, but i dont want it to heal. when and if it stops bleeding i cut again almost down to the bone, I want it to keep bleeding and i want the pain to last forever. If it only would. The next day i do the same thing i get home from school sit in the dark and cut. But this time i cut my vein and almost die. My stupid boyfriend called 911 so im still alive for now..
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Post a Comment07 Sep, 2010 04:50 PM
Whoa.. That's deep:/ I'm always here to help, someone to talk to. I'll comfort you if you need it. Find me in facebook and search breedark@ymail.com and you'll find me.
08 Sep, 2010 06:34 AM
I'm here to help if you need any
and I know how you feel, I've been through the same thing
Lovesongg1223@aol.com
09 Sep, 2010 03:53 PM
pretty good it reminds me of how much love hurts
13 Sep, 2010 08:43 PM
hmmmmmm... Don't hurt your self...just to escape the pain.. try to face it and be strong for the next time... escaping pains in life is like lying your self to face the truth.. life must go on...i know how it hurts and how it feels coz i feel it already .You love so much your bf but the question is does he loves you? if he can't return the love you gave then stay away from that person because it would be useless and difficult to love than to be love.
05 Oct, 2010 05:50 PM
Why are you doing such hateful actions toward yourself? Don't get me wrong, I used to do the same thing, but I have learned that it is wrong. I think that your boyfriend called 911 cause he cares for you. Please stop huurting yourself, Dont forget...Your body is God's temple.
17 Jun, 2012 09:04 PM
Your story made me cry...
18 Jun, 2012 08:37 PM
hey email me if u need to talk, im youg but im not like others i see alot in people, i see their mask ana i see there face. email me at sapaduani@hotmail.com
18 Jun, 2012 08:44 PM
hey email me. i know im young but i see alot, i see peoples faces not their mask's i dont judge either. please email me at sapaduani@hotmail.com !
19 Jun, 2012 07:29 PM
The thing about seeing whats under the mask is touching. I feel like the mask never comes off! (And I will take notice of this email)
08 Nov, 2012 04:17 AM
I've been Through the same:( sad isn't it but I'm
Always here to help I understand how you feel
Hun. Email me if yuh need help Ibanged1Dlastnight@gmail.com
16 Oct, 2015 07:09 PM
That is my escape. I like the blood dripping on my arm. The stinging cold air. Cutting to the bone. But not when you are stuck being alive...
25 May, 2016 05:01 PM
i do the same...