Is the love still there?

Rachel

It was my second year of middle school and I have had a crush on him for like forever(2 years and his like best friend). He than tells me since we are friends that he is going out with someone, I thought I had lost my chances with him. Like a week or so latter he tells me that she broke up with him she never really like him and he never really like her. He and I only have 2nd period P.E. together and we were on the same volleyball team. So I tell my p.e. buddy's that I am ready to tell him how I feel but after we run the one lap. But the both of them couldn't wait and they told him while we were running. Its was October 15, 2009 when all of this went down and he came into my life. So we finish the lap and we get into teams and and he starts acting funny around me. I say "I know you don't feel the same way". He walk up to me in the middle of the game and says "I totally feel the same way and I want to make you mines forever". As soon as he finish the ball hit him in the head. I laugh and don't say anything cause I will attempt that I am a shy girl and I don't like showing feelings. But anyway p.e. is over and he ask me out, of course I say "yes". So we continue the relationship for 4 more of the most wonderful months in my (11-13) years of life and we are happy together then come trouble. This new kid comes to the school. the kid and my boyfriend become like super duper best friends and the more he hang around this new kid the more distant he became than I found out he has 2 classes with his ex. So Valentines week rolls around and I see them flirting with each other and everything. Two days before Valentines day I think Friday I go to school happy cause this is our first Valentines together but when I get there I don't see him and I think he is running late and I still don't see him. His best friend comes to me with a note and it say "I think we should break up!". When I read it I was heart broken. That whole day I cried and cried and after we broke up he start being a jerk with this new kid and whatever. So I hear one day that him and ex got back together I was not at all surprised. But everyone keep telling me he look way better with me than her and how they really don't want each other that they are with each other just to "Do It". But anyway days and nights roll on by and I would cry myself to sleep and everything. But soon I got over him and was single and not look at the time and to find out he wanted me back and I ask myself "Is the love still there?"