Dear (his feelings) .....

Gloriane Annabel

I never thought i could be this strong. I never felt so hurt like this before.
I never thought our love would ended up like this. Now you got ur new gf. I saw u holding hand. Maybe her hands and those finger is smaller than me, so u hold her so tightly. Like u afraid to loose her.The way you hold her hands, just the same way you hold my hands before. The way u touch my hands, rubbing your finger into my hands. Felt like "i'm save". I never see u so much happiness like this before.

I wish i never open your instagram stories.... i wish....

I walk in the middle of night, try to calm me down. Breathless. I hold my neck, like i want to kill my self. Because i can’t hold this hurt any longer. But, i know i dont have much time to take care about my feeling. I have so much thing to do with my future. Even Though i always say...... I’m give up......but i can't....
I thought i'm already move on from you. But those memories about you still reminds me.


On that day too, i woke up earlier. I put my best dress. My best make up. Hope to see you and you will see me. Because your friends said you will be here. But u not coming. Because u was be with her. I felt so stupid, why i dress up like this and hope that something will never come back.

It feels like the exact same feeling when i was 15 years old. My first heart break with my first love.
How can u move on easily? Tell me why.....
Don’t you remember one of those our nights that we do it together? Don’t you remember how does the feeling? You said it was the best feeling ever!
Actually i don't wanna do it. But i love you so much. I'm afraid i will make u disappointing. unloved. So i do it. Just for you..... only you....
Dont you realize i making a big sacrifice only you?
Our love story just become a piece of rubbish.

Just because i’m so much poor and beg for love it doesn't mean i’m not type of girl u can play it...... don’t ever play with a girl who has hopeless in life....... once u play, she will loose her confidence and her life.....
Now she just live with her heart die inside..... just same like zombie...


My father always said to me " dont you ever love a guy 100%. Don't give all of you to him"
that's why i cant remove you in my mind, because i'm already give you all of me. Until there's nothing left.