my graved love

Alexa

it was the 31st january when i first met him. He was the most shy person iv ever seen. The first second iv talked to him , i felt in love with him. I couldn't dare to look at him when i was with my bf , or even when i was alone . I made my bf dump me because i didn't want him to say that i dump him for another guy.We used to talk everyday & every night. I finally took a shot and talked to him in school. Days past and we got used to stay together everyday. We were the cutest couple ever & everybody talked about how great we were. I didn't had a birthday because of my grades,but my friends made me a surprise party and got me a pink cellphone.I got happy , but the principle reason is that HE came. It was the best day in my whole life. a month past. We had a big vacation so in the recess we went down to the librarie , in that day i was so calm.. he liked me so muchh . I stayed 20 mins staring at his beautiful face . He was the most great & handsome guy iv ever seen. In my maths hour , it was the last hour b4 vacation so i thought that i will never see him because his classroom wasn't near to mine. but suddenly when i went out from the class , i saw him waiting 4 me. My face was fulled of joy and happiness. I asked him : " But how ? and why ? Your friends ? He answered: "You're my life , my everything, how could i stay 2 weeks without a goodbye from u ? i hugged him so badly. In that moment i thought that i was in heaven. More days past..we were just talking on msn so i asked some silly questions that changed everything . I blew it up with him , i lost him . I CRIED , I CRIED , I CRIEDDDDDDD !!!! i knew that he loved me but he couldn't take it anymore , i act bad with him until i lost him. I did everything that a single person can make to forget him , i tried everything , everyone told me that i should forget him but i didnt know how ! He blocked me , and same 4 me . after 3 months we started 2 talk as friends , but i couldn't take it coz i loved him more then 6 months ! so in the beginning of the school year , i told him that i love him " FACE TO FACE" i cried in front of him , but he didn't accept to come back . My best friend told me a quote : i was the one who loved u the most but between us u lost more. for someday i cant love someone the way i loved u but u will never be love the way I loved you.
i discovered something from this experience.. " every person loves JUST ONE TIME in this whole life.