why?

Jaeny

On may 22nd 2010 I fell in love with a 15 year old, and I was only 13? he really didn?t care about my age, but still it bothers me. We are not dating anymore because he was just not taking anything seriously. All he talked about was sex, and he is talking about sex with a 13 year old? I AM 13 NOT 25!
I had a feeling that he would have sex with me and leave me, I asked him that question and he laughed and said ?of course not!? but I didn?t believe him.
He once called a girl Hun and beautiful, it really wasn?t ?OKAY? with me, I talked to him about it, but he would just always change the subject. He always changes the subject about my ?stuff? and he would always tell me what he wants to do with my ?stuff?. I talked to him about it and he just asking me if I was fingering myself?I got SOOOO mad that I really didn?t want to talk to him!
I ignored his calls and texts for 2 months, he didn?t have a clue of what was going on. He thought I was playing a game, so he called me once again and I couldn?t handle it no more so I answered, I said Hello and he said ?hello sexy, wanna get freaky?? I yelled at him and he just kept saying ?baby baby calm down I know you miss my penis, don?t worry I will stick it in a place where it is not suppose to be.?
I don?t know why I was still with him, I was trying to convince myself to break up with him, but I just couldn?t do it. I was deeply in love with him! I once cried for 3 hours straight, I told him and he said ?baby I love you? and once again he added about my ?stuff?.
I told my friends about this, they told me to break up with him because they know that I was suffering. They hugged me for a long time and said that I WILL get through with this. I didn?t smile neither did I laugh. I was in a lot of pain and sorrow. My heart felt like it was going to drop.
I didn?t know what to do? he messaged me 2 days later and told me to go outside, and so I did. I saw him right in front of my door with a box, it looked like a ring box thingy. I smiled and he kneeled down and opened it. I thought he was going to apologize but instead there was a condom inside and asked if he can ?DO? me! I cried sooo much I didn?t know what to say, because I was in a lot of pain.
I finally had the guts to break up with him, I kept crying. I broke up with him, he didn?t do anything he just handed me the condom and walked away. I starred at the condom and shut the door, and threw it away.
He wasted my time?. I was so stupid?
I broke up with him on September 4th 2010.
A week later he called, I asked why he still had my number, but once again he changed the subject. He told me why he had the condom in the ring box thingy, he said that he wanted to have sex so he can actually show how much he ?loves me?, I didn?t believe him.
I suffered myself and didn?t listen to people around me?I hope I don?t make the same mistake again later on in life ?

Thank you all for reading my story.. please comment below and tell me what you think ? and yes this really did happen to me..
Again thank you!! ?