Pain that will last forever..

Lauren

He was the one...
i knew it, I looked into his eyes and instantly fell in love, I told him how I felt and we asked each other out. He was the sweetest guy and still is today.
he was a guitarist and was extremely good too! He would walk me home after school and would write songs about me. He was my everything.
after a few months of going out, he got a letter from a record company for a record deal. He told me he couldn't be with me because he doesn't want to be distracted by me. I was so upset i rang up my best friend and cried. The next day at school i was crying and he came and hugged me. We were still together but he had to brake up with me when he got it.
During class I drew a broken heart on my hand and he saw it. He said that he wouldn't brake up with me because he loved me too much and he knows how much i was hurting, even though he didn't show it.
Months went by and everything was going good. He was the most perfect boyfriend. I loved him so much.
The end of the year was coming near and he was in year 10 and year 10 formal was coming up, though he wasn't leaving. It really sucked he couldn't bring people from other years (Im a year below him).
The formal was only weeks away and i found out he asked this other girl to the formal, I was so upset. I talked to him about it, and he said if i could i would of asked you, but i knew something wasn't right.
After the formal he broke up with me saying he liked that girl and said that our relationship was just a phases, which it wasn't because we went out for a year.
The day after I, i saw him at school, he didn't say hi and just looked at me. That really cut me deep.
He didn't end up going out with that girl though.

Months later he started talking to me again, and said that he still loved me, and always will, and that i was his best friend. He also said he doesn't want any relationships anymore.

Today (10 months later) me and him are still best friends. Though I still miss him, and still love him.