my love

bethany

I just wanted to share this sad love story: I was on the internet playing on facebook when I noticed this random person named tyler came onto my computer chat bar, we talked and talked and talked. He ended up being my best friend and my love for him grew more and more everyday but the awful thing was he didn't love me he loved this other girl, Barbara I was forced by Tyler to meet her so I did it was the worst experience i have ever had, I was polite of course, but i had a gut feeling that she hated me! I started to get abusive messages so I decided to tell Tyler about it he was furious he dumped Barbara right away . A few months past and my love grew even more for Tyler. He told me that he was lonely after not having Barbara around so he asked another girl, Shelby i was shattered I was here the whole time and he chooses her.I decided to act happy for them only to find that they broke up two weeks before, I WAS SHATTERED THAT TYLER DIDNT TELL ME!he said that he did not love her he told me he truley loved me! it felt as though I had been falling nd he has caught me, the sad thing was our relationship wont ever work out, we live oceans apart and i badly wanted to see him.We decided to end it he found a girl friend were he lived we still are best friends to this day and my love still grows for him more and more every day but i know i am out of the picture and my dream is to go and meet him in person and I hope no one shatters my dream just like he shattered my heart! I LOVE YOU TYLER AND IF U READ THIS YES IT IS BETHANY AND U KNOW HOW I FEEL XOXOXOX