ignorance

sandra

so i went around the west Europe in a summer. i went to London, and then i met 2 guys. they are brothers. i noticed their niceness on the last day of the trip.
i talked to one of these bros (the younger one). he's french and i didn't talk much but hes nice and we played together, we built bricks with some other friends of mine. his bro stood in a distance, staring at us. he might be too old to join. and then i stared at him. i noticed how adorable he is. he looks alot like the guy i met in my dream when i was 11. the dream was about me kissing a hot blond guy and the fact that these brothers are blondes (the older's hot) but i didn't have the courage to ask about him, neither to himself or to his lil bro that i talked to. i asked for the lil bro's msn and he gave me.
then whenever he was online, i tried to collect courage to ask about his brother. then i found out about his name and his facebook. i added him but he ignored me. all i can do is finding his profile and look at his profile picture.
then, after waiting for a few months, i gave up. He never changes his profile picture and then i wondered about his profile picture ATM. i looked up his name.
then, all i saw is his picture kissing another girl. that broke my heart. </3 he ignored me, then hurt me by using that pic as his profile picture. :'( he never gives me the chance to get to know him, which is also sad </3