Broken Chance

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Met this person on the first day of school. When i first took a look at him i new i wasn't gonna like him at all. he dated my friend but didn't pay no attention with her and dated this other girl. i noticed everyday he looked where me and my friend say and i wondered who he was looking at. my best friend told me he was looking at her. so one day i IMed him and asked who do u keep looking at. he told me he was looking at me. i was shocked and had no words to say. he told me i was sexy so i thought whatever. days went on and he still looked at me and i asked him why do u keep looking at me and he said bc ur just so pretty. after a while when i looked up me and him locked eyes and something in me just gave me this feeling. he hugged me and his hug was firm and strong and i loved it.
i started talking to him a lil more getting to know him. lets say a month later he told me he loved me, but i couldn't say it back. i just wanted to be friends but i loved when he looked at me and hugged me and said the sweetest things to me. he was starting to fail his classes and i couldn't let him but he refused to do the work. he then told me he can either have all of me or none of me and told me he wasn't going to school. so i got fed up and said fine don't come i don't wanna see u. he came after i told him not to and when i walked alone passed him he stopped and we walked to my locker. he was wondering what was wrong with me and i told him i was mad at him and didn't want him to come to school. i told him he broke my heart and i cried. i told him that he wanted to stay away from me, but he told me he couldn't stay away from me. he hugged me and just..i couldn't be mad at him. i cant stay mad at him...then one night i texted him saying whats up. he told me he was packing to go to uncle. i was like ok. i thought it would be good that he did, but now that he doesn't look at me in school or hug me or say sweet things. i cant stay away from him. i told him he needs to come back. he asked me today whats wrong and i told him u left me here. the only way he would come back is if he had me. but i already know that isn't gonna work. he will never come back. now that i realize he is gone. i think i might love him. i lost my chance of getting him back