Love is a Secret and Friendship is a Lie

Bloom Dark

It was Friday, February 22, 2008. I was 10 years old. My hair was black and long. I was in 4th grade. I was living a happy life until that one day came......


It was Monday, February 25, 2008, on a sunny day. I was walking to school with my best friends. When the bell rang, we said good bye and went to our class. I was taking out my note books, P.E. shoes, and my binder. Then I went to get a chair and sat down at my desk. My teacher gave us a work sheet on Math. While my class and I were doing the work sheet, my teacher went to the class room next door and chat with the teacher. Some students were done by the time she came back to the class. But I wasn't. Some of my classmate were playing games, and I couldn't concentrate. So I decided to look at them played games. While I was watching my classmate, the teacher next door came in with a new transfer student. I didn't realize them at first, until the teacher ask me if the new transfer student was my brother. When I looked at him, I was thinking***Wow, he looks cute ^0^*** Then I told the teacher that he wasn't my brother. For a minute back there, when they left, I just realize that the new student and I were staring at each other. When it was lunch/recess time, I was searching for the new boy. But I couldn't find him so I went to play with my best friends. We were playing Volley Ball. When one of my best friend toss the ball to me, I couldn't reach to hit it and it went rolling. So I went after it. The ball was rolling down the the basket ball court, where the new boy was standing. The ball touch his leg, and then he looked up and saw me. I was wondering what he was doing over there while I kept running. When I reach him, he gave me the ball and went away like he didn't want to hear my Thank You words. But I didn't care. After school, my best and I were talking about our homework, when our guy-friends came running with the new boy. They told us that he was their new friend. But us girl didn't pay attention, except talk about our homework. After all our friends came out, we were ready to go home. All of us chat and laugh while walking home together. When we reach our segregation spot, we said good bye to each other and left. Every one went their own way home, except for the new boy and me. I didn't realize that he was going the same way as me. When I walk past the mirror store, I saw him behind me so I turn around and caught his eyes looking at me. So then we started chatting and soon I felt like I know him a little better now. But his house was 3 block away from my house. But anyway, we said good bye and I went inside my house and he went to his house.


It was Tuesday Morning and all my friends came to school with out me but I wasn't mad at them cause that happens sometimes. When I arrive at school I saw my best friends and guy-friends chatting at the swings so I ran over there and said hi to everyone. Soon I was chatting with them too. Then the bell rang and everyone went to their lines. When I got inside my class, I noticed that the new boy's class was in my classroom. I was wondering***What is going on?*** After my classmate and I got everything ready, my teacher told us that the new boy's class is gonna be in our class the whole entire school day and tomorrow too. I was shocked and happy that the new boy is gonna be in my classroom for today and tomorrow. When the teacher told us to find a partner for science, I stand up and ran to the new boy. Everyone was looking at me and I said "What? Doesn't matter who we pick right?" Then my classmate and his classmate started laughing. When we were studying about how to make a battery work again, the new boy and I were talking, we didn't pay attention. So then the teacher caught us and we got in trouble. At lunch/recess time our friends couldn't find us so they were worried. After school, when everyone was walking home together again, I started to sob out of no-where.

Best friends 1: Why are you crying?
Guy-friend 1: Maybe you made her cry..
Best friend 1: Oh shut up !
***Everyone laughs***
Best friend 2: Okay every stop laughing.
Best friend 3: Tell us why your crying.
Me: It.. it's my fa.. fault.. *Sob harder*
Guy-friend 3: What is your fault?
Guy-friend 2: Did you do something wrong?
Me: It's because of me.. If I wasn't so chatty.. we'll never be in trouble...
New boy: Oh, your crying because of that?
Me: Of course.. *sob lighter*
Everyone: Because of what?!
New boy: Today our teacher had to leave home because her son got sick, and my class have to go to her class for the whole day and tomorrow too. But when we were doing science, we didn't pay attention, so we got in trouble.
Everyone: Oh..
Me: It's all my fault... your probably embarrassed that you got in trouble on your second day of school.. *SOB LOUD*
New boy: *chuckles* I'm not, and beside why should I, all of you made me feel like I have been here all the time.
Everyone: YEAH !
Best friend 1: Don't worry okay.
Me: You sure? *stop sobbing for a minute*
New boy and everyone: YEAH TOTALLY !
Me: Okay..
***Everyone laughs***


It was Wednesday. All my friends felt bad for me from yesterday so all of them came to pick me up for school. When we arrive at school, the bell rang immediately. So everyone said good bye and went to their class. When the new boy and I walk in the class room everyone was all putting their head down on their desk. We both had no clue what happened but when it was lunch/recess time there was a rumor about the slut girl and his ex-boyfriend. People/student kept on saying that the slut girl and her ex-boyfriend make-out, but my friends and I didn't believe them even though the slut girl is our enemies. Why would they make-out at this age (1o is the slut and 11 is the ex-boyfriend). Well anyway when we were walking home the slut girl came out of no-where and kiss the new boy.

All the guy-friends: WHAT THE HELL YOU SLUT !!! >:O
Slut: What, doesn't matter who I kiss. *flips her hair and walk away*
Best friend 1,2,3: WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH HER! >:o
New boy: She's the slut girl? *wiping his lips*
Me: Yeah, she is still young and she is kissing boys already.
Best friend and guy-friend 1: She is so getting on my nerves.
*Everyone looks at them and laughs*
New boy: I think I need someone to make her taste disappear.
Best friend 2: Can I do that ?! :D
Guy-friend 2: HELLO NO ! >:P
*Everyone giggles*
New boy: Want to help me make her taste disappear?
Me: No way.. !
New boy: Awwhh.. I wanted to kiss you so badly D:
Me: ?
Everyone: YOU LIKE HER?!
New boy:*LOL* No I was just joking.
Everyone: Ohh..
So then everyone went home. When I got home I was still thinking about the new boy and the slut. When I imagine the slut kissing the new boy I get so mad. But when I imagine the new boy saying that he wanted to kiss me so badly I will blush and smile.


At that time I didn't notice that it was love until 5th grade.
I'm not gonna tell my whole story in 4th grade so I'm going to tell the 5th grade part okay ^_^


First day of school. I was 11 years old now. I met the new boy and some of my guy-friends and best friends. We said hi and hug and chat until school start. I only have my best friend 3, guy-friend 2, and new boy in my class room. When it was lunch/recess we met our other friends. All of us played Cops-and-Robers every time when we go outside. When school was over all of us came home but this time some of us ride the bus and some of us get pick-up and some get to walk home. Best friend 1,2, and guy-friend 3 ride the bus home. Guy-friend 1,2, and best friend 3 get pick up. Me and new boy walk home. Everyday when we walk home together my heart beat really fast and loud, that it makes me think the new boy will hear it. Soon after the 3rd quarter, I finally realize that I had fallen in love with the new boy since we first met. I was afraid to tell my best friend and guy-friend because they might tell him so I didn't do anything. When it was the last day of 5th grade I was thinking about telling the new boy I like him but before that He ask my best friend 3 out. When I heard him ask her out tears start to come down of my eyes. No one saw that so I sneak away and cry in the girls bathroom until school was over. When school was finally over the new boy came to me and ask me what happened. I didn't answer him but sob. He felt sad for me so he pulled me to his chest. My best friend 3 came looking for him and she saw us so she got mad and she told me that our friendship is over. At that time I was more sadder and afraid more than before. And so all my friend turn on me because they thought I was trying to steal my best friend 3's boyfriend.


On that day on, I never talked to any one over Summer Vacation or even go outside. All I do was cry for the new boy and think that I'm a horrible person for ruin my friendship..... And soon 6th grade start and I was 12 years old.


On the first day of 6th grade, all my best friend ran up to me and say that they were sorry about the last day of 5th grade. I was confuse, but I told them that I was sorry too, and I never meant to steal my best friend's boyfriend, and I never think of it too. And so everyone for-give every and became friends again.
On the second day of 6th grade my guy-friend 3 ask me out. I didn't want to say no to him or neither yes because I still love the new boy even though he is going out with my friend. So I told him to wait for 3 days and I'll give him my answer. And so he did. On the fifth day of school I decided to go out with him. And on the sixth day, I told him yes. So we became boyfriend and girlfriend. Even though now I have him I still can't let go of the new boy. When ever I see the new boy I would get shy and my heart would start racing fast and loud. But I never let anyone know my feelings...


And so that is my story and it's a true story too. It's about me and the person I love. Even now I still love him even though I am going out with Jake (Jake is the guy-friend 3)I hope Blake and Sarah will live happily forever (Blake is the new boy I love and Sarah is my best friend 3)I also hope that one day Nekko will see how much Mike loves her (Nekko is my best friend 2 and Mike is my guy-friend 2)And I also wish that one day Chelsa and Nike will fall for each other or find the person they love (Chelsa is my best friend 1 and Nike is my guy-friend 1) And my name is Bloom, I'm the one who wrote this story and the story is about me. Ever since that year I only found sadness in life.... Well I hope everyone enjoy my child story, even though I am still a child myself (I'm 12 turning 13 soon)