On the dance floor.

Melissaa

Before i start i would just like to say this is completely true and yes i am now a headcase because of it. :/

It was the day of rage (basically a massive party supervised by cops, with a dj and foods etc.) I remember getting ready with my mate chanel and listening to songs getting us hyped.
I remember thinking "What would happen if Jeremy was there.."
Karmen showed up and we had 5 mins till the last bus came.. so we legged it, and its very hard when you have a dress on let me tell you.

When we got there everyone was lining up, we saw our friends and joined. I was talking to stevie (she was like my sister) and telling her how much i missed Jeremyy.
(Jeremy is my ex ex ex that i still had feelings for, and stevie 'swore on her life' that she would never do anything with him, oh fuck was she wrong.)
Well we got in and started dancing, i was with chanel when i saw him, he was hanging out with the shufflers, laughing havin a drink. Chanel and I walked past him,I winked and he smiled, and i told stevie and she laughed.
Over the next hour i will not lie i danced with quite alot of guys, but i didnt hook up with any of 'em.
I saw Jeremy and i said to chanel "Im gonna go ask him to dance."
I didn't realize stevie was there at first, so when i walked up to him and asked him to danced, he blushed, and said in a flirty tone of voice.. "I dunnoo ayee.. hmm" and winked.
So i said "I'll be near the Dj if you change your mind. ;) )
Thats when stevie walked up to me and whispered in my ear "Jeremy asked me to hookup with him!" With a smile on her face.
I froze, no way... she wanted to hook up with my ex, and i know her very well. She had that look on her face.
Chanel dragged me off before i could say anything, thinking nothing of it i started dancing.
Ten minutes later i turn a corner, and there they were.
Stevie had her arms around his neck, his around her waist and moving in for a kiss.. i froze, and chanel choked on her drink.
When jeremy saw me, he dropped his hands and stepped back, with a look of regret on his face. Stevie laughed.
My heart broke.. no, SHATTERED. On that dance floor, tears running down my face i turned and ran.
Karmen was holding me when chanel came over and started hugging me.
Chanel told me how she yelled at both of them and pushed stevie up against a wall.
I smiled, and the girls made me dance with this guy.
The night ended and as we were lining up to go out, i bumped into stevie.. Now i'm not going to lie, i am the kind of girl that will say what i think of you, and not be afraid to fight.
So she goes "Mel are you angry at me?"
BIG.
F**KING.
MISTAKE.
Me- "Oh no, im not angry, im not angry that you tried to get with my EX that i loved, no not angry at all, just FIRUOUSE BITCH! how dare you do that! I knew you were a slut but to do that would make you a MONSTER! You think your so tough going and doing that, show me what you got!"
I threw her against the wall.
She started crying. Police took chanel karmen and I back to mine, and on the way back in the car i cried and cried and cried.
I couldnt sleep, i couldnt eat, i just sat on bed and cried.
The next day on Msn, he asked me if i was ok. I lied, i covered up everything and said i was fine.

The next day he asked me, "Mel, do you still like me?"
without thinking "Id be lying if i said i didnt have feelings for you."

From that day on he has not left me alone, recently i had a boyfriend, he turned out to be a fake and cheated on me.
Everyone was devo, telling me im too good for him RAHRAHRAH.
Jeremy's reply was different, he said "Why do thaat, when all he could ever want was with him all along."

I've been through alot, had many boyfriends, but no one quite like him, he was different, and i still love him.
Even though my heart was shattered on that dance floor, im still picking up the pieces that spell out his name in my heart.
Jeremy, i love you. x