Love Never Turns Out The Way You Want It

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I don't remember that day exactly... I didn't notice him... In fact I didn't notice anyone since I was the new girl at school.... But then four days later after my arrival at Room 29 we were doing Class President. I thought to myself no one will pick me!!! but then... for some reason i don't know why... he invited me to his group... I was kinda upset because I was the only girl in that campaign.... And all the guys there looked.... awkward. So anyways one day later... We actually had to get into our groups when the teacher told us to I just sat in my chair waiting like I didn't hear her cuz I was too shy to go to his campaign table. But he came up to me and asked me to go over there with them and there were no more seats left so I guess I would just have to sit down on the floor... but he was so kind he offered me his seat and he sat down on the floor... And I actually saw a sparkle in his eyes. Well the days went on and he still kept on offering me his chair. Him and his friends would make me laugh like crazy. His best friend was really nice too but now for some reason idk why we hate each other... well he hates me or does he just hate me cuz he thinks i do? Well anyways when I made posters for our campaign they got really happy I was in there because they said I had some "talent" in drawing :] then well.. days went on you know and our campaign won. then i knew i officially liked him!! But im not the perfect girl.. im not ugly. but im not beautiful.. i guess im okay.. but you wouldn't want to date me tho my friends say im really pretty so i thought there would be no chance of him liking me. Well somehow I guess because I wasn't too careful of my obvious signs i liked him he knew i did. but then one day at the library when i told my so called "bestie" (she turned out to be a foe to me tho) i told her i had a crush on his best friend because i HAD to move on since my other so called "bestie" liked him too. So I told his other best friend.. he kept the secret but every time i did something he would threaten me he would tell his friend i liked him so i did nothing to him. Well then he told me to tell my old crush (the one i moved on from) that i liked their best friend so I did and he said " i know you like me too" and i said i do not anymore i used to and i explained myself to him. we became close friends and we gave a few hugs to each other :) but then i saw that spark in his eyes again. i stopped liking his friend and like him again now. I would tell him but i'm too scared he might take it the wrong way and might be scared of me cuz he might think i might do something... in other words.. i don't want to risk our friendship!! :(