unforgiven forever

Madoka

one day i went swimming with my brother and his girlfriend, we met some people there, and i saw this guy that i loved in first sight , i thought he wouldn't know me, but he came to talk to me. he said come for a walk with me , so i went with him . we went around the shore. when we were far enough , where no one could see us , he took my hand and said i wanna let you know that i always loved you , and kissed me in the cheek. so i looked into his eyes, while he was looking into mine . then that day we new we would be together , but two months later when we were together, we got into a fight , but it wasn't the first fight we had, but this one, was the biggest one we had, when we started arguing , i ran away from him, he chased after me , but i couldn't forgive him anymore , so he just gave up . the next day i heard he was trying to do something , then i knew right away what it was , then a week later i was just enjoying myself with friends, it was on a Friday , then the next week , the guy's mother told me that he has passed away , so i said what happened . then she said he killed himself, so i siad when , they said last week on a Friday , so i ran to the spot where we spent our last time together, then after i couldn't forgive myself , and now i have to live like this for the rest of my life,