Friends can break your heart too </3

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Me and Him had been best friends since Pre-K. We had a relationship that nothing can seperate. Over a long period of time, I tried telling Him that I liked him..more than liked..but he acted all weird so I pretended it was a joke or something. All my friends had told me that He liked me, but I was too nervous to find out. One day, he asked me to go to the movies..but I was scared to go alone, so I invited some friends to go with us because I had heard he was going to try and kiss me. After that, He told me that He liked me and things went downhill. Whenever we went to class it was just awkward. I couldn't text him, call him, email him, let alone talk to him. It was just the weirdest feeling. I was questioning whether I liked him or not anymore. I just couldn't bear the feeling anymore. I switched school so I wouldn't have to see his face everyday and I decided to cut off our communication. But then I felt something inside of me- I wanted him back. I was too ashamed to say it, but I missed him like crazy. I couldn't sleep at night and whenever I texted him, he wouldn't reply. Now I don't know what to do.. Once best friends, we are now nothing near that. I miss him so much, but he says he doesn't like me anymore =/ I don't know what to do....