End Of The Road

Cherie

Well It All Started In The 5th Grade.. I Went Out With A Boy Named Jerral I Liked Him Alot. Like Alot.! I Was A Little Girl So I didn't Kno what Love Was But One Day Jerral Gave Me A Note Saying We Shud Break Up.. I Hid My Hurt Nd Said "I Was Gonna Break Up with You too" All Lies.! So Then I Hit 8th Grade I Moved To A New School I Knew Some People There So I Was Okay In The Social Part .. On The First Day I saw This Boy Dj He Was So Cute So Like 2Months Later I Got Put In The Same Class As Him So Slowly We Started Talking I Found Him On Myspace We Started Talking On There. I Found Out I Liked This Boy ALOT.! Then He Likes Me.! I Was Soo Happy Only The Lord Knows .. December 12 2009 We Dated ! Our Relationship Wasn't Serious So Like A Week During Winter Break We Broke Up . I Didn't Care.. We Dated Again Back In January. He Was Head Over Heels For Me I Wasn't As Into Him As I was When We First Started Talking So We Broke Up Once Again.. 2 months Later We Got Back Together like a month before I sent him a message on myspace Telling Him That I Miss Him and Want To Be With Him Again I told him On Myspace Because We Stopped Talking.. So We Started Talking Again Then Yea Yhu Guessed It We Got Back Together.. This Time Was Way Different.. I Fell In Love With Somebody That Didn't Care.. I Could Tell He Didn't Care Because He Didn't Call Me Our Relationship Was On Myspace ",( Ge Didn't Post Our Date On His Statues He Didn't Talk About Me At All And The Whole Time I was Loving That Boy.. I Remember Our First Kiss I Was So Happy That Day. I Even Told My Mom about Him And I don't Ever Do That This Boy Was So Special To Me.. Then June 1st @ 3:03 The Stabbing At My Heart Began " Were Just Friends" I Wanted To Cry Right in The Hallway At School But I didn't Wanna Expose My Feelings.. That Night And Every Nite Since Then I Have Cryed Hating Myself Literally. I Wanted To Die and I'v Tried.. I Used To Cut On Myself.... I Never Told Anybody Because There Quick To Judge Me .. So Now I'm Dating This Boy Tyler We've Been Threw So Much Already But I Dnt Like Hurting Him.. He Knows I'm Still In Love With Dj.. Tyler Wants me To Love Him I Know He Does But I just Can't... Before Tyler I didn't Talk To any Boys At All.. I Was And Am Too Heart Broken. I Just Treated Them Bad And I was Wrong For That.. But most Of All I wish I could Change Everything But Doesn't Everybody.? - Well Thanks For Reading My Story .. Your Comments Will Be Very Helpful. .