more than anything in the world

Rob

I was best friends with a girl named meredith. after about 11 months, i realized that i had developed feelings for her, and soon found out that she too had feelings for me. we became a "thing" and it was incredible. she was the most beautiful girl i had ever met in my life, and i quickly fell in love with her. she was everything i ever wanted. we would fight a lot, yes, but at the end of the day, we would grow stronger and stronger together. but soon, i messed up. big time. i always was a flirt, it is just my personality. but you just can't do that when you have a girlfriend. she was not happy, and tension began to build. we eventually went on a break, but soon got back together. this past summer she went to another country for a vacation. i was with her on the night before she left. as i dropped her off at her house at the end of the night, she turned back and told me she loved me. that was the last time i would hear those words. by the time she came back, it was evident that our relationship was over. and soon, it became a reality. we were done. for good. i miss her. i love her. i need her. and i don't know what to do anymore. she's just not interested anymore, but my feelings haven't changed. my friends tell me to move on. but how can you move on from the girl that you loved more than anything else in the world?