it was just a dream

eurikose?

im Tryphoena, a 4th yr student..
i have a big crush on my classmate Chris..
so does my best friend Amore..


first day of classes we were decorating our room, i sat on a chair so did my friends and chris.He was folding a paper into a flower, my friends ask him to whom eill he give the flower he said to a girl he loves. they asked him is she tall since im taller than him he said no!! then my friends said ahh its not tryphoena. i went to the other side of the room to get some materials, then the bell rang recess time.
we ate and went back to the room then i went back to where i was sitting a while back and started to make some of the decorations neede in the room then i heard someone calling.. guess who? its Chris when i looked at him he threw something at me guess what the flower he was folding gosh i was so shocked and was so happy..he was showing signs he likes me i like him too what am i to do. then my best friend Amore called me and said can we talk we went outside then she started crying and she asked me why does Chris like me why not her well she said shes way more beautiful than me but still why me.. i didn't know what to say so i felt guilty for unknown reason.
we headed back to the room. Chris was waiting for me he was getting my attention but i didn't respond cause i don't want my best friend to get mad at me. Chris and i had a fight and we never talked to each other since then..


after a month he came up to me and started talking to me so i felt the anger was gone. we somehow went back to the closeness we had before the fight he was sharing his problems to me again just like old times. an incident came up he borrowed a phone from a classmate of ours. he forgot to bring it back so he left it on the teachers corner where our class president saw it.
when we went to class the next day the phone was no where to be found the owner was so mad he spread things like Chris stole his phone and so Chris got very mad he was suppose to wait for our classmate outside the campus and beat the guy with Chris' frat members but hours before we were suppose to go home he sat at my feet and stared at me, to break the silence i said i heard you are planning to beat Darvy later then he said yeah that bastard im going to beat him to death.. i said that's good keep it up then he said are you mad?? i said no im happy so so happy..then he said your mad to make you really happy ill not beat Darvy anymore instead ill go and eat shawarma. a classmate of ours told that again to Amore she talked to me again and said that maybe its so nice to know that someone is changing for you i felt bad again so i started to ignore Chris again. he knew there was something bothering me but he didn't approach me. so many signs he likes me but why didn't he court me till we graduated we didn't talked to each other anymore maybe it was just a dream that he liked me too maybe he was just a friend or just a classmate what do you think??