sorry...because i love you

blue moon

he is the guy that i ever wanted, in other words my ideal guy..
i thought someday he will love me too the way i love him, he is my classmate,one of my treasured friend
we are in 2nd year high school when i feel something about him but i know to my self that it's impossible for him to love me. I hide my true feelings for him, pretend even it hurts me so much he have a girlfriend that time he was so madly in-love with her. But one day a news came to him that his girlfriend is having an affair with another guy, i watch him as he ignore everything that he hear , how i wish that girl would be me , so i can also feel how he love a girl.
days pass so fast, i was so happy entering the room because i know i will see his face again, but i was shock seeing him crying so much, but i can't ask anything to him because i know he will not tell me ...
my other friends tell me the whole story that he found out that the news about her girlfriend is true... he cried so bitterly that day i want to hug him but i can't, i want to comfort him but i can't,
i also cry that day in my room, promising to myself that , that will be the last time that he will cry, but how can i do that...i remember something about the truth i'm just a friend and it's impossible that he will love me...i try to forget about him but i'm just lying to myself i can't forget him..
now, i'll just love him from far away, waiting that he will notice that i'm there, waiting that he will notice the other path that path is me...
sorry...because i love you...