Loving in the dark

jane

NOt good at writing stories (note: English is my second language)

ok ,so here we go.

im jane, im in love with a guy that's 56 yrs older then me.
he is married and got 3 kids one of them my age.

i met him at work and we fell in love since the first day we met.
i feel sad because ive never being in love before until now and i know that this wont be forever, one day this will end and i will broken heart. (try not to judge really hard)
we been having a 6 years relationship and nobody knows about this, i know all this is wrong but i will never tell anybody or his family or anything like that,but this is true love.

the kind of love you see in the movies!! really!
sometimes i feel that i know him from somewhere but i guess that's all in my head.

i just wanna say that i've been depressed for the past 2 yrs because the older we get the closer we get to end the relationship just because my family will want me to marry eventually and because i know i cant live like this forever.

i deeply love him and he deeply loves me back! :'(