Sweet pain

roora

Here's the story of me and the love of my life ..
Although I'm still 13 and so many people might think that my love life is still at the beginning, I don't think I'll ever fall in love again ...
We used to be best friends when we were 7 years old and that's when it all started.I fell in love with him the moment I saw him. But then I knew he loved someone else. Every year he loved another one but they never shared him the same feeling.And with every new love my heart got broken more than the last time. Until last year, when he fell in love with a girl that used him to be a popular person in school. They were lovers, or at least he thought so, and I couldn't bear to see my love with another person. At first he didn't know I loved him but then he did. The problem was that I couldn't let go. For seven years I couldn't help but fall deeper in love with him. And the deeper I loved him the harder the pain was. I felt he was in love with me too. The way he looked at me, the way he talked to me, the signs that pointed to him all showed that I was right. But I couldn't tell him. I couldn't bare his answer and reaction if he didn't feel the same way as I did, I just never knew what to do ...
I'm sorry to leave this story without an end
Cause it didn't happen yet ...