pretty boys break hearts
ashtyn
17 Feb, 2011 10:17 PM
I can't see the beauty in my bad complexion and chipped fingernails, but he does.
"you make my happy." he said.
I never understood how. even though, he made my heart skip beats and bumps and bangs. he made me feel beautiful, something I'm certainly not.
"you are beautiful."
he was such a lovely liar. he'd lie about my long eyelashes and the curly baby hair on my neck. but his favorite was about loving me. so I'd just cry into his shoulder, inhaling like he was a expensive perfume, I knew I could never afford. one day he saw my eyes overflowing; "oh, you look so pretty when you cry."
I waited for him to leave. like the way you wait for nightmares to come and steal away your dreams. I thought it wouldn't hurt.
then it did.
it was a mnemonic hurt that lived in my lungs and only came out as sobbing lyrics. it was a hurt that began in my toes and shattered 3 ribs to get to breaking my heart.
it screamed in my ears:
pretty boys break hearts..
I carved it in my leg so I wouldn't forget
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Comments
Post a Comment18 Jul, 2011 02:26 PM
I've been this character once. Trust me, he won't feel anything for you. But you can change all that. Life is math, you have to add subtract multiply and divide. I had a d d so yeah I was a freak to the "normal" people in school. I had bymistakely asked out this girl low taste in body fashion u name it. But I was an ass. I wish I didn't call at all. I screwed up with other girls since the first grade LOL. My first crush was yellow ranger from power rangers in space LOL. Yeah I'm having vodka right now, and I'm just gonna live like "Yesterday Dont Mean Shit".