Gotta let Go

Katlego Mabale

Yeah dude, you sure got me doing things I never used to do before, I mean all I think about is u.
I think in Zulu they say ?Ngifuna wena sthandwa?, yeah that?s what I want now, I want you and only you.
All I see is you and I, and I mean I just want u?not someone that looks like you or acts like you but *you*
Gosh now I just want your body till the very last drop?I know no one will ever treat you like I do.
I wish you would be next to me now, so I can just give it to you just the way you like?because like I said nobody can do you like me?But then again I got to let go.

Well personally I think the past is a foreign country and I do not ever want to go back to the past ever again.. And you, you are my past?though its hard I think I need to do it for myself. Yeah I do feel like with you is where I would rather be, but I know that I have to let go?It does kill me to know that I am not that girl that you call your baby?But all is good because ?Ngaphesheya gwe mfula? theres a guy, a guy for me, the guy that I will love and he will love me back.

Though I wanna let go of you, I still wanna stay in love with you.. No distance, or no girl can take away my love away from you because I decide to stay in love with. I keep on telling myself that I am not in love with you but I realized that I have to stop lying to myself because it hurts?It hurts because you act like what we have is nothing at all?But then again I blame myself for falling in love with you.
I do choose to stay in love with you, but I choose to let go now.

It?s like whatever I do I just cannot get through you, I know you like me?and I told u not to fall in love, but in turn you did not, instead I did?And now the skies have turned gray on me. You should have just let me be, you should have just stayed in your world and I would done the same.
I know you think I am full of shit because I never believe it when you say something sweet, but hey I was taught never to believe a guy that has his heart to someone else?

Now am traveling on this road, but am barely holding on because my love is down on you, and yeah sorry just wouldn?t do it, because my heart is separated now. I was doing just fine before you came?
Now you just remind me of all the pain he put me through, its killing me to know how far I was till you came through? It?s just sad now that the next guy has to pay for your mistake and the scar he had left across my heart, yeah I sure you, it does hurt hey.

Its much difficult now, because I have to let go of the pain that he served to me and the much you served to me, but hey I refuse to stay in this mess? I know non of this was your intention, but hey it happened?and now all I got to do is *Let Go*