Crushes

Love<3

A long time ago, when i had a crush on one guy. I always think about him no matter what and never let him go. so, I'm attraction to him and i keep messaging him because he need to know how i feel. Then he told me that he like me a lot. But few months later, he post the status up saying "Its not fair. its should be me. not him.</3" I cried all the time over him. I had a crush on someone else. He said he don't like me either. I cried all the time also. I realize boys hate me even more. I still love one person that he never know how i feel about him. I feel like i hate myself. I feel like I want to kill myself but i couldn't. I wait forever until he come along. I never had a Boyfriend in my whole life. I always read romantic quotes. I keep telling myself that Boys are cute but then said myself that they not my type anymore. I'm not lesbian and I'm telling you is that I don't want to be heartbroken over again. I wanted to write this story. One of my friend said that he don't want to talk to me so I never talk to him anymore. I cried and Another of my friend told me to leave him alone. I cried in the bus. I cried all the times whenever I'm heartbroken. I feel like I wanna run away from boys who broke my heart. but I couldn't. I feel like I wanna write this story. but all of it is true.