Love Knows No Boundaries

Baby D

Love is unpredictable. Love makes up your mind for you. The heart wants what it wants and no matter what your mind screams at you, Love conquers all. This is the beginning, middle and end to my story. I met him at work, a camp job away from the world i was trying to forget. A fresh start and a clean slate. A long day called for a cold beer and that's where it began, a simple invite for company with a friendly boy turned out to be the beginning of something beautifully wrong. He is my age, 21, tall and handsome, blue eyes and a smile that melts your heart. After about an hour of talking with him a weird feeling occurred, the flutter of butterflies that i for so long thought i could never feel again took flight. The word perfect seems so far fetched in life, but this is one scenario where i will say it applies. HE is perfect, the baggage and situation he comes from, not so much. Twisted and fooled into a marriage because of a pregnancy, a 2 year old beautiful son, and a wife who cant even make him smile. He opened up his world to me, told me everything, connected with me. To know how wrong the situation is, why do i feel its so right? Is it so wrong to want to put happiness back into his life? The look in his eyes, the words he has spoken to me, the touch of his hand...i know whats in his heart, but i also know how hard of a situation this is for him. Should i be selfless and completely back off, break my own heart and walk away foolishly hoping he'll stop me or hold on with every ounce of hope that maybe someday we can make something happen? A tragic love story of impossibility. No matter what will happen, i know in my heart we were meant to meet for a reason and i will always love him for exactly who he is. All i want for him is happiness, weather it includes me or not.