first love

unonymous

i had been transferred to a new school. i was a freshman 14 years old and when i first got to that school i didnt had p.e and for some reason i did everything i could to get one and i finally got it. and thats where i met him my first love the one that showed me how to love and the one that broke my heart so bad when he broke up with me i felt like my life was falling apart like some part of me wasn't living anymore and i found out he was doing me wrong all the time. me and him went out and that really broke my heart i wanted to die the whole time we went out he treated me lyk shit and kept hurting me but i let him do that to me cause i loved him and i was scare that something like him wasnt ever going to happen to me again its been months since we broke up and i still miss him sometimes i am pregnant by my bf and am still not over him am 16 and a junior now i still see him and we still talk but sometimes i wish we were back and i know that's impossible now. i dont know what to do now...