He cheated...

Brokenheart

I used to be this girl who laughed and smiled all the time... but that changed when I met this boy at school... It was September of 2010 and I was upset about this boy named Enrique who broke my heart. So my friend decided to call her ex-boyfriend (Gio) and explain to him what happened. He told me that everything was going to be okay and that I'll move on. Later on at night when my friend was sleeping I called Gio and talked to him for 2-3 hours. He explained to me that he did want to be friends but wanted to take it more further... I told him I felt the same way. He asked me out at school and of course I said yes. Days passed by and he gave me my first kiss on October 12, 2010 a month before my birthday. 6 days later he cheated on me with the girl that he loved. I cried every day and ever since I was upset and never smiled. He then lied too me saying he didn't cheat, but I knew that he did. He gave me a hug and I noticed that I missed him so much... eventually i went back with him...(yes i know I'm so stupid!) later on I broke up with him again because as I was looking through his notebook I saw that he was still choosing between me and the girl he loved!! I was angry (especially because it was 2 days before my birthday) and left him that day... Days passed and I missed him so much! I wish that I could hold him and tell him I love him! I was upset that we weren't together and i also saw that he was flirting with a girl (Madi) in my class that i disliked A LOT. I got jealous and I cried every night thinking that he didn't love me anymore. Then once again he came to me saying that he was sorry and he promised that he wouldn't make me cry ever again.. and I was probably drunk or something because I said yes... I regret it I don't know if i was thinking or not. I was with him for 2 days and he kissed me again and I was happy..because I thought he wasn't lying. Next day in the morning at school i saw him and I was excited i gave him a hug and told him i loved him. I sat at my desk and he kept coming up to me giving me a kiss on my cheek. When I went to math I saw him go out of the class into the hallway to "use the bathroom" and I also saw that the girl he used to flirt with (Madi)go and also "use the bathroom." Then my best friend came up to me saying that my boyfriend Gio the one who "loved me" made out with Madi in the morning in the coat room also when they went to "use the bathroom" they were also kissing and having a great time. As soon as I heard this was ready to cry. I tried so hard to hold in those tears. Gio came back into the room and told me he loved me I ignored him because I couldn't even look at him anymore. i was so upset and enraged. I had my friend tell Gio that it was over. I was upset I couldn't believe he cheated on me again. he broke his promises and he lied... He lied!!! When I got home the only thing that I could do was cry. My friend's said I wasn't the same anymore, that I changed. Every night I would cry, and call myself stupid for going back with him!! I wouldn't smile and I wouldn't laugh anymore... my friends were right.. I wasn't the same... I loved him and he did this to me! I couldn't believe it. That's when I stopped trusting people because I didn't know if they would betray me the same as Gio did... I couldn't move on my heart was broken and I tried to move on, but I couldn't... every time I think about it I get so upset... I just want it to stop already... I want to forget this pain and move on... I loved him so much... but he didn't love me </3