he cheated on me many times

billie

there was this one guy whose name is "anggang", he was my childhood friend and turned out to be my childhood lover.. we had a mutual understanding since we we're an elementary student. i was one year ahead of him. wen we reached high school that was the time he expressed his feeling to me...i am very happy knowing that the person i love, loves me also.. we we're very happy bein' together and for me it was a perfect relationship. but just like other love stories, there comes to a point that he cheated on me.. i never thought he could do that to me because i am such a very good girlfriend to him. I'm not bragging but I'm just telling the truth.. many times he cheated on me and many time i forgive him, but in some point of my life i feel tired of bein' hurt..i feel tired of listening to those sweet words and only to find out it's all a lie..for 10 years i have been a martyr person for that guy. i suffered too much not only emotionally but physically. i always hoped that he would change for the better for me, but i was so wrong..he got even worse.. so i decided to leave him for good.. 10 years is quite long for a relationship, and the memories rooted through the veins and it's really painful to live a life without this guy because i spend my almost half of my life bein' with this guy but i can't take it anymore that is why, i need to give up no matter how painful it was...it's been now 2 years since we broke up... so sad to think that you invest a lot for the relationship to grow but you will just be trashed...