Teenage ending fairytale

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This is a story about a girl falling in love into an older boy and having her heart broken.

( sorry about bad English for it's not my mother language)


The girl was 16 years old. Only thing she loved was music. It was her first year in high school. She loved the new school and her new class. In the new school there were lots of new attractive boys to meet. The girl never thought that he would be attractive to one of them. The girl isn't that confident and doesn't feel that pretty although lots of people would tell otherwise.

She met this boy while having a traditional party-kinda-thing in the school.The boy went to final class in the high school ( senior year as many would say )The boy was perfect. Super hot, great personality, party boy, owned a car- total ladies man.The girl never thought that she would have him. Still The girl asked help from her friends and they got her his number. Girl texted him saying who she is and maybe he would like to party with her.
From there everything started.

The boy added him to his msn and they started chatting often. The girl was often scared to start the convo hoping that if the boy wanted to talk to him , he would. Often that didn't happen.

One night the boy invited the girl to a party which he himself was hosting. Boy introduced her to his friends and they danced the whole night and as well.. there happened their first kiss.

After that party.. several days they didn't communicate and girl was sad.. she was actually crying cause she had hoped that this would be their start but it turned out differently ..

Eventually boy contacted her.. but girl didn't raise her hopes too high. They talked a lot in the msn again and send random text messages. They also accidental saw each other on the new years day. ACCIDENTALLY in the middle of hundreds of strangers they met. It had to be fate - thought the girl.

Now it was January at it had been 3 months since the girl started to fall for this guy. 3 FREAKIN MONTHS and nothing had changed. Girl was too afraid to say how she feels hoping that the boy will make the first step.

It was February and the Valentines Day was coming. The girl really hoped that something will happen on valentines day. Maybe that the boy will bring her a rose to school or hug him. But the boy didn't even say hey to her at school. Falling into sadness.. the girl cried herself to sleep that night..

Tired of these feelings and games she sent him a text message:
" Tell me what is going on ? What is in your head? I don't understand u. But just so you would know, you somehow happen to be everything to me and you are everything I think about. Who am I to you ? "

After sending this she couldn't fall asleep cause she was waiting to a reply. She waited almost the whole night.. and didn't get one still.. She didn't dare to go to school the next day.

She got the reply from the boy next morning.. saying that they need to talk eye to eye.

They did. They met and talked. The boy kinda told her that he hasn't got that much time cause having his trainings and final exams coming but he is into her. Nothing got cleared but now at least girl knew that the boy is interested. But the boy warned her.. that he might not have enough time her. The girl didn't mind. She just wanted him so badly. HE was just too perfect to stay away . She couldn't.

Now the actual love story begun. They went out on a date, and another one, and another one. Finally they were a couple.

The girl couldn't believe it. It took her 4-5 months and FINALLY he is hers. She has the perfect boy. Love of her life it seemed to be. She knew that this was something special cause she had never liked a boy for this long. It was amazing.

They drove around with his car, had long walks, talked and talked and those kisses were sent from heaven. Perfect. Everything for once in her life was perfect. She wrote many songs about him and even had a concert were she performed them.
" I never wanna have my dreams without you, don't wanna walk these streets without you.." one of the songs said.

As the boy's final exams were starting soon, they didn't spend that much time together. The girl understood and gave him his space, cause she knew that he needed to study. She said to the boy that he needs to contact her himself, when he has time. The boy did.... couple times.. but not much. The girl still understood. She was sad.. but he had reasons why they couldn't meet. But after a while.. every time the girl called boy had new reasons and more and more why they couldn't meet..

The girl was now really upset and thought that this wasn't right.

She decided not to contact him. At all. She really thought that if the boy really wanted her. If he really loved her like she did , then he would miss her. Girl cried.. almost every night.. it had been a week, and they hadn't even texted. Girl's friends told her to be strong and not contact him herself. After 2 weeks.

2 WHOLE WEEKS without talking.. the boy contacted her . And said : " We need to talk .. "

The girl started to cry.. she knew that.. this might be the end..

.. and it was.

Just like that. Out of nowhere. The boy said that she hadn't talked to him for that long and found lots of excuses but actually only the girl's friends knew why she hadn't contacted him.

The brake up was awful..

It seemed so unreal that one thing in her life that she had fight for SO HARD was now just past..

All these moments.. were never going to happen again.
She will never kiss him again and she couldn't even see his face for the last time..

It is just indescribable how someone who once was your EVERYTHING now is nothing.

He is still in her heart.. and he will be there.. for a while.
.. until she can look back and say.. yees, we had great times, but it's the past now. I'm willing to move on .




The girl is me.. and now you know my story
and I made myself cry . lol