:)

Cassie

ook so im in 9th grade.. freshman! :P
I have a big problem and i neeed your help...
Ive been dating this guy for 2 months,
he is very nice.. but i just dont "love" him.. he loves me with all his heart.. he tells me how much he loves me everyday..but i just dont feel the same.. he doesnt even show his love for me..at all...i haven't dumped him because i dont want him to be heartbroken.. ive dumpd hiim 2 times in the past.. and he cried both times.. i dont wana see him hurt.. i care for him.. alot.. but i just dont "love" him..
ever since i moved to this school "5 months ago" i have been talking with mf bf.. about a month ago.. i caught my eye on a guy that was sooo adorable.. i thhought he was soo cute.. well today.. my friend asked "zac" my crush if he hada gf. he said no.. He looked at me and smiled "obviously" noticing i sent her over there to ask him.. i smiled back.. my heart warming inside :).. well during lunch today he came up and sat by me.. he asked for my name... i gave it to him.. he started talking to me giving me all these compliments. i couldnt stop smiling.. he made me happy,.,. made me blush.. he told me my smile was beautiful.. i covered it with my hand.. he told me its not just your smile.. your eyes are beautiful to.. i covered my face as my cheeks turned very red... he asked me if he was flattering or embarrassing me,.,. i smiled and replied with a "yes". he pulled out his phone and asked for my number.. i gave it to him.. he put it in his phone.. his hands were shaking.. i wondered if he was a nervous as i was..even if he wasnt nervous i know is was!! i didnt know whether hed like me or not.. i was soo nervous.. he asked me my age.... i froze.. knowing that he was way older than me.. i ignored the question,, but he asked again.. i told him 14.. he said im 17. turn 18 in October. my heart sank thinking he wouldnt date me..but he continued talking :0 i was soo happy. he told me that he would txt me.. we went on about things he liked "he liked basketball, he liked to sing, he liked to compliment me.. he told me to get used to that :).." i was soo happy.. we have so much in common,, i like to sing, play basketball and give compliments to :) i know i just met him.. but i could feel our connection grow!! he is veryyy sweet. and i hope to date him..soon.. i wanna go to prom with him to.. tht would make me the happiest girl at PTHS!! going with my biggest crush.. :) that would mean the world to me.. i know he thinks we just met today. but i have been crushing on him for almost a couple months.. i have asked around and found out alotta things about him.. and i hope to date him..:)he is an amazing guy.. i didnt think i was his type.. and when he came to the table and started talking to me.. i was so shocked!! but shocked in a good way :). i hope he sits with me at lunch again.. i will be shy! thats a warning! :) but i will do my best to talk and get to know him.. because i really like him ;) when it was time to go and the bell rang my heart sank.. i wanted to see him agian.. soon.. i knew wed probably end up dating.. but my bf popped in my end!! OH NO!! i tottally forgot about him.. :( see people i hava bf.. that loves me but i dont feel the same. and theres Zac.. the amazing boy..hes soo sweet.. soo adorable.. hes everything i want.. but idk wat to do.. should i stay with my bf? or should i dump him and go to Zac? :/