HELP!! continued

Cassie

ok sooo i started dating zac and its been amazingg so far.. :) i was texting him yesterday and he asked me out at 5:17 pm :) hehe i was soo happy, i was running across the house screaming.. my heart was beating fast i was soo happy.. he told me he wanted to kiss me.. i agreed to. he told me he wanted to at breakfast.. i was up for it.. we texted all night until i fell asleep.. this morning i wen to breakfast and there he was.. sitting there.. looking gorgeous as always :))!! i was soo nervous.. im always afraid to come close to him.. im afraid that id say something and heed just walk away.. but he tole me not to worry about it.. and i wont :).. we talked all through breakfast.. and walked in the halls together.. even when i went to the room to get my badge.. all alone.. we never kissed :(.. i wanted to kiss him soo bad.. but i didnt know if he wanted to! the bell rang. and i never got my kiss :(.. he gave me a hug and told me to be good..:) always :))! well i went through 1,2,3 and halftime just nervous as always when the bell rang to go to lunch.. i knew he would be waiting for me.. :O my heart was racing.. i walked in got in line for lunch. he comes up behind me and grabs my waist.. :O that startled me!! but i was happy to see him.. a huge smile spraed across my face! we went through the line together.. and i couldnt stop thinking.. out of all people this gorgeous guy could be with.. he is with me!! :) we set down at the table.. but i was to nervous to eat.. we talked about basketball :) and other things to, out of nowhere he reached over and grabbed my hand.. my heart started beating soo fast.. i was soo nervous! but soo happy to! i held his hand, i never held my ex bfs hand!! im so blessed to have zaC we continued to talk.. my hand locked with his :). but when the bell rung.. i stood up and gave him a hug.. he leaned in for a kiss :) i kissed him! wow!! can you say amazing! :) i really really like him! and that kiss just made it soo much more.. after the kiss he looked at me and told me he loved me.. :O i said it back with the biggest smile on my face, i was soo happy.. idk y.. we just met.. but it feels like he is the one ive been searching a lifetime for.. and i finally found him! wow soo amazing,. :) i never wanna loose him :) im falliing for him every time i look into his eyes. the more my heart connects with his.. OMG!! cant wait till the bell rings for afternoon.. hopefully i get another kiss :).. and i cant wait till tomorrow.. i want to kiss him every chance i get :) he means soo much to me!! :)