you promised forever.

cassy

okay, so there's this guy. we've been off and on since like forever! last year and this year.in the beginning of this year i found out he still had feelings for me ever since we broke up last year. so, of course i went back with him.he broke up with me 3 days later. i didn't understand why? i was devastated. it hurt so much. then 3 months later, i went to my friends party. my ex was there and a bunch of my friends and his friends. everyone at the party played spin the bottle. it was an awesome time. Right then and there i could see myself falling for my ex again. i promised myself i wouldn't but i did. pretty so everyone at the party became friends with benefits. my ex and all the other guys kissed me and my friends goodnight. But my ex's kiss was special.before i knew it he asked me out again. i said yes and he would walk me to every class and hold my hand. i would interlock my fingers with him. i swear i thought i felt sparks when i held his hand. but best of all he would kiss me everyday at the end of the day. everything was going great, but after a week a rumor spread that i was cheating on my boyfriend with one of his best friends. he confronted me and then broke up with me.we talked on he phone and we found out the truth:his friends wanted to break us up so they made a plan to use his friend to make him think i was cheating on him. we got back together on the phone. then the next day, we were back doing the same routine. walk me to class, hold hands , hug , kiss. then the unthinkable happened. he broke up with me through text. He said his friends were punching (playfully) him and making fun of him because i was with him. he said he was tired of his friends teasing him. he said he wanted to be just friends and we were but i found out the real reason he broke up with me. he was cheating on me with this girl and he felt guilty and broke up with me because of that. the day after we broke up i logged on myspace and saw his status and mood it said: happy cuz i dont feel guilty anymore now i cant be wit ma new babe. I swear i thought i was gonna die. ugh i felt so angry! but it hurt more inside. he was my first love. he said forever and always but sadly, he didnt mean it.i still love him to this day its been over 2 months since we broke up.i will always love him and hate him for what he did.