second chance

lexi

when you came back for a second chance. i was so happy, i thought you hated me and always will. you just don't know how happy i was that we both wanted to give it a try again.the thing that was getting in the way and my fear was loving each other again. but i knew i loved him and he told me he loved me. but then i started to get confused because everyday we would either walk home or text each other. we would constantly argue. i was always sad because you didnt know how much i cared about you and loved you oo so much. then one night we hung out at the park and i actually realized that he doesnt show how he feels about me and un wanted , i would have to move on. but throughout my freshmen year i started talking to you again and developed the same feelings again. i knew if i did i would get hurt again and guess what i was right. so we stopped talking. and right now march 28,2010 i am talking to him again we have been talking to him for about a month we fooled around but i really loved him and that was the reason why i always came back to him because i missed him and i loved him so much. he told me today at 7:18 that he just wanted to be good friends and thats all. i started to cry instantly. i said to myself he didnt know how much i loved him i guess he never saw it. right now while im writing this im crying. i know i am going to be crushed for awhile its going to be so hard to get over him ILOVEYOUDAVID i want you to know i do but you wont care...