secret love

gracie

ok so i am 13 years old. i no its too young for love, but i just fell right into it. my boyfriend i really do love and my mother found out i was dating him so she sneak around finding every little bit of information about him. then came to me and said that i had to brake up wit him cuz he was a bad influence. which he wasn't. he might of gotten into a little trouble but not big time trouble. hes a 13 year old boy. that's wat they do. so i broke up with him because i am deeply afraid of what my mother might do to me. but a week later he wanted me back he begged me he said he couldn't live without me, and i honestly i couldn't live without him either so i said yes cuz i didn't want to lose the best thing in my life. so now its been 3 months and my mother doesn't know anything. then one day i was hanging out with him and a bunch of friends and my mother saw, called me and said is he there. i said no(which was a lie) then she said i know he is, so tell the truth so i did. then later she threaten to beat me when i got home i started crying right in front of him. i was so scared. i know they really would do it. but they didn't. they just don't get how much i love him. they don't get me at all. then i txted him and said i love you and don't forget it no matter what happens, i always will! its been almost 4 months now and im still deeply in love with him. and my parents still dont know that i still go out wit him. though i do feel guilty for sneaking around behind my parents back. but the love in my heart is way bigger then the guilt in my mind. i will always love you A.H <3

please comment i want to hear your opinion on what to do.