Iric Dubblin

Stephanie

Here's my story ..

On that very fateful day, me and my friends were talking about boys .. Then my friend, Kat decided to prank call some guy .. at 1st i ignored her praises ti him such as : He"s hot blabla .. And that fateful moment, she used my phone .. without my permission ..

I was furious with her .. he pranked call that guy like a million times .. telling him lies and stalking him .. i begin to feel guilty .. after all its my number .. so i decided to tell him that it wasn't me who always pranked call me, it was my friend .. He was a bit shocked, but he suddenly asked who i am .. so i told him my name was Stephanie .. And he just said this words that absolutely made me blush: "Wow, nice name .. oh by the way my name is Iric .. "

And from that day on, i keep texting him, calling him .. we eventually became close .. until Kat became jealous and try to talk him to forget me .. but he just made a deaf ear .. So, we continued until he finally asks: would you be my girlfriend ? And i was so shocked, and i just said short and tight: Yes ..

I was so happy that time .. I never thought that i could have a perfect guy like him .. He's really sweet, funny, not to mention caring .. We were the perfect two .. and then finally he wants a real date .. At 2.59 a.m, while i was sleeping, he called and said; lets go out .. At first, i was like: WHAT ?!?!?!?! Its my first date .. I told him to wait for me at the back door .. i peeped out the window, and i saw him .. i melted .. and the i opened the door and said: WOW .. He smiled .. He was talk, not too dark, and he had those brown eyes that just made me go awwwww .. we dated at the park, and had our first kiss .. its just gave me butterflies ..

But that fairy tale didn't last long .. for 2 months, he changed .. he became cold .. he random text me .. giving me excuses that he's busy or something .. i missed him .. i randomly meet him .. He treat me like i was a stranger .. Later on, i heard deafening stories about him.. some said he's doing drugs, flirting with other girls .. i cried .. so hard .. knowing when will this nightmare end .. i became a living corpse .. waiting for him to text me .. calling me honey like he used too ..

On December 6th 2010, i saw him .. i was missing him and felt like running ti him and kiss him :( .. and then, suddenly came a unknown girl to him and holding his hand .. i felt numb .. and he smiled at that girl and continued walking with her .. i stood there like stone .. feeling my heart was going to burst out .. i cried and cried .. thinking why did he did this to me ?

have i done something wrong ? this question keeps on going in my mind .. now, its been 8months .. and my feelings for him never changed even one bit .. i don't know why i really love this jerk .. i think he's the 1st person who made me feel like i was loved .. Even if his love was lies all along .. I met someone new, but it didn't last long as i was with him .. i cant stop thinking about him .. i need him .. i want him to come back .. Then i heard one of his friend says that he talks trash about me, saying that I'm not his type, he never dated me .. how could he ? so it was a dream all along .. i know that I'm not perfect .. but, why does he have to be so mean ? After all that, i still do love him every moment, minute, seconds .. i don't know why, but something in my heart just keep telling me to love him ..

Dear Iric Dubblin, i love you, no matter what you did to me, even if you talk dirt about me, it'll make me stronger .. just please, let me have you back :( i need you ..