why do u guys hurt girls

alana scream

well im alana i fell in love with my best friend he was my world and then after two years i told him how i felt, well robert didnt feel the same way, and we stopped being friends. it hurt me so bad, i had night mares about him leaven me for months and months and then one day i was on myspace and this realy cute guy names javier commented me, i got excited, he was so cute and something told me to talk to him. well after we talked for about 3 months he told me he loved me and i was so happy and it filled my heart with happiness, after we talked for 6 months he asked me out and i agreed cause i really loved him too. he just made me feel so good about myself and everything felt so right and when we kissed i felt like i could fly and when he grabbed my hand to hold it i got butterfly, and he took place of robert. well every once and a while when he texted me his signture would be " CMR & JSG " and when i asked him about it all he said was that his friend courtney put it and she was just kidding. so i believed him cause he told me he would never lie or hurt me, well one day i had a few friends over and i got a txt saying he was moving to cali and it broke my heart i couldnt help but to burst into tears, i looked on his top friends and courtney was first so i messaged her and ask her if they were dating and she said they were dating for almost a year:/ and me and him only dated for 6 months, so when i called him to ask him about it all he said was sorry, i poured my heart out to him. i told him how much i loved him and how he promised me we were going be together for ever and how he said he hated cheaters and all he said was im sorry, and i told him it wasnt good eough for me, he told me he never rely loved me he was just bored:( and that i should just go lesbian. so after i burned all of our pictures i cryed for the rest of the night. he didnt care that he was my everything and whn he left i had nothing. he didnt care he broke my heart into pieces. he probly was with his gf laughing and not caring what i was feeling inside:/