My lost boyfriend

iris

Hei, my name is Iris and i'm 14. A few months ago i meet a boy. It is a classmate of my best friend and first time i saw him i didn't like he so much. But when i met him i was a boyfriend. And
unfortunately my boyfriend was his best friend. they was like brothers... And when they came to stay with me and my friends i was falling in love with him... His name si A***, let's call him just A. And he was very nice when he looked at me and smile beautiful and looked into my blue eyes and told me how beautiful they are... After that day i looking only at him, not at my boyfriend... And i've broke up with him because of A.


I meet with him every day and we were talking. And when he was gone i go and talking to my friend to help me to be with him. Every day i find out what he thinks about me, but another friend was in love with him and everything became complicated. I just wanted to have he just for me...I waited a week to decide who to choose. Me and my friend were thought that we didn't have to fight for a boy, but we were both curious to see who choose. I waited nervously to finish the class. My heart beets like it's coming out of my chest.I've go at his class and I was shocked when I saw him kissing with another girl. I was destroyed... That girl was not my friend... She was just another one.

I waited five days until they broke up and I hoped that I could have a chance. A. fell something better about me and he try to impress me. He hug me and kiss me on the cheek. I was happy. And finally we put together. After three days I realized that I was too shy.The Time when we were together was insignificant.

On the last day I was with my friends who laughed at him because he didn't stay with me. He was angry and he was breaking up to me. But we both wanted to remain friends. The boys from his class was laughing at me for no reason. He didn't know that i cried and I suffered. He said bad things about me and ignore me ... I do not know what he was doing this, I never understood ... When he finished school he went to America and I have not seen he all summer. Everyone thought i hate him, but I
I've cried every night because I loved him and love him ...

Now, when I see he at school I'm trying to think if there is something between us... He's changed and I've changed andt i hope to understand this, BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, A.


I'm from Romania and i don't speak well English, but the story is 100% real and i hope to understand me, because nobody knows that and i would be grateful if you would give me some advice. cya. :-< ^^