first love

Amy

my story starts when i was 18. i was a month away from finishing high school,when i met waqas. he was a Muslim, 23 divorced and a dad to a beautiful little girl. i was catholic school girl. i met him when i was visiting a friend of mine at her house and he was her brothers friend visiting at the same time. i liked him immediately. he was funny,smart,sexy and had a great personality.

i didn't mind he was a muslim as my friend was too so i was knew all their customs and traditions. i was so shy around him the first time we met that i barely spoke two words to him. that night i got home and noticed he had sent me a friends request on facebook. mt heat skipped a beat i was so happy. we soon got talking and it just went on from there.

we were talking for up to nine hours a day about everything and soon got to know each other really well. looking back on it i think that's when i first started falling in love with him. i was so happy when one day he asked if i wanted to met up with him just the two of us, so of course i said yes and the next day he drove down he drove down to my home town which was about an hour and 30 minutes drive. i brought him to my favorite spot in town which was a forest right beside a lack that we could sit down beside. it was there that we had our first kiss. and fro that day on iv loved him like crazy.

he rang me after he got home that night at 4am to ask if i would be is girlfriend lol, i said yes straight away afraid that he would change his mind. he was my first boyfriend, well he was my first everything. that first kiss that we had on our first date was also my first kiss that i ever had. i loved the fact that he was a man, not some childish boy, what i didn't like was that he told me he still loved his ex wife. however i put up with it because i was so madly in love with him myself. our relationship was great also we had our ups and downs like every couple does. we had been going out 7 months when out of the blue he ended it. was hurt and broken. he had been my everything for so long i didn't know how to deal with it. i asked him why he broke up with me to which he replied that it was family problems which i believed as he had told me the same thing when we were together. we remained friends and arranged to met up a few weeks after apart. it was so hard seeing him i just felt like crying the whole time but i knew i couldn't as i wanted to show him it didn't affect me. that night he rang me saying it was good seeing me that day and he didn't realize just how much he missed me and that he still loved me. after i saying it back to him he broke down and said that after he sorted out the problems with his family he would come back to me. we had been apart for nearly 7 months and i was just about ready to move on . it had been so hard during them months. during the time we were together and the time we were apart he still remained my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night. 3 days before my 20th birthday he invited me to dinner at his house that he had recently moved into. spending time with him that night brought all the feelings and emotions back to me that i had for him. i ended up spending the night with him and we agreed to take things slow and that we loved each other and didn't like it when we where apart. i thought FINALLY HES COMING BACK TO ME! i was so happy i couldn't get the smile off my face. however it wasn't to last. the problems in his family where getting worse and he told me he had to move back to Pakistan. again i was broken hearted. all i could think about was spending as much time as possible with him before he moved back home however he was working one night and i went out to a club with my brother and his friends when they thought it would be funny to go into the bathroom and ring waqas to tell him i was pregnant (which i wasn't) my brother didn't know what way the joke would end up. i don't know weather waqas knew my brother was joking but he was really angry when he found out and rang me that night and basically friend it would be lucky if we could still be friends after the whole incident. i was in tears and hung up the phone. I've tried contacting him but he hasn't replied. and its been a month. i didn't think he would ever act this way and I'm so sad without him i don't know what to do....