In Love With His Ex.

Leanna

During the summer of 2010, I met a guy that apparently was hurt because of the break up of his girlfriend of 6 years, but he was single for 4 months. I do understand the fact that he was still in love with her because they were together for so long, but then when we started talking it seem like he had interest on me.

Almost all summer long, we were always together, every morning he would come see me, we would spend the most amazing time together. He would hold me tight, kiss me, & tell me how special i was to him. We would always be texting, there wasn't a night where i would go to bed without giving him a kiss and saying good night. Yeah everything seem to be alright, till one night.

We got into an argument and that argument turned into a break up, that was the first time I ever been heartbroken, never knew how it felt till that night. I couldn't sleep, all i did was cry, and I didnt know what to do. A month passed by, and he tried talking to me again, one day he told me so much, next day he said he was going to leave me alone. When school almost started, he had seen me, and he text me saying how stupid he felt because he pushed me away, and because i love him, i fell for it. That was the first time he had pushed me away.. SECOND, he finally text me, and we are talking, i tell him how much he means to me, and he tells me a bunch of things, then he see's his ex the next day at school and he tells me he doesn't feel right. I didn't understand in that moment what was going on, a few days passed by and she told me he had sent her a text, then I realized why he didn't feel right.

Me & his ex became good friends, yes maybe a lot of you think is crazy, but that's how it happened. She tried getting me & him back together, but it just didn't work because he was in love with her. She kept making it clear to him that she didnt want anything to do wit him. Finally he realizes that he had giving up on someone who actually appreciated him, and got nothing in returned.

We started talking again, and it hurts me a lot because I feel like he playing with my feelings. But im not going to be all easy on him, because Ive been hurt plenty time, and i believe that enough is enough.