regrets...

qwerty

One day, there's this girl that was very famous in school. She was very smart, beautiful, and sexy. All the boys in the school admired her. She was the cheer leader. But I was just a basketball bench player. The coach never even lets me play. This girl is named Abby. She was kind and sweet and obviously, every boy in the campus feels the same as me. We all love her. We all have a crush on her. Then one day, During the sportsfest of our school, we became teammates. We were both in the yellow team. I was excited about this. So I went up and did many things that will make her notice me, but still, she didn't. During the basketball game, we were short one player so I was picked to play. This was the championships, or the finals, and I delivered the winning shot. They were all proud of me. After that day, Abby congratulated me. I was so happy because it was the first time she talked to me. And so I responded "thanks!" I noticed she had many baggages and she was just walking home, so I helped her and I became a gentleman. As we walked to her house we talked about many things and I got to know her better. My feelings for her became stronger. After this, we became close friends. Every week ends, we go to the tree house on my backyard and play/talk there all day long. Without noticing it, my simple crush became a true love. I fell for her. During the prom night I asked her to be my date and she agreed. So I went to her house to fetch her. As I look at her walk down the stairs, I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She was the prettiest thing I have ever seen. Her beautiful eyes, her long fragrant hair, everything. Everything about her is perfect. They were all looking at me as I escorted the most beautiful lady in the school to the prom. We danced and during the eating time, she went to the rooftop of the building. I followed her, and saw her hugging her ex-boyfriend. My heart was so crushed. I came back to prom, grabbed my things and went home. She tried to call me, but I didn't answer my phone. I never gave her a chance to explain. I was thinking to myself, I'm just a bench player, why would I believe that the prettiest girl in school would like me?! The following days, I avoided her. I ignored her. Then one day, I was going to my tree house, when I saw her inside. My heart started beating faster, I didn't know if I should be happy, or angry. But I couldn't stay mad at her, i don't why, maybe it's because i love her. so I walked closer to the tree house, but something like a small metal fell on my head. I picked it up, and I saw that termites were around the base of the tree house, so the tree house gave up and came crashing down to my yard. I ran towards the fallen tree house and I found her lying there underneath one of the wooden planks. We rushed her to the hospital, but the doctor said she hit her head hard, and she is now Brain dead. The doctor said that being brain dead is the state where your heart still beats but your brain doesn't respond anymore, or your brain is already dead. The doctor said he saw a note inside the pockets of Abby saying "I kept my feelings hidden from ace for a long time, but tomorrow i am going to his tree house and confess everything to him there. I know this might sound crazy but I love him. I fell for him. The hug that between me and my ex, I never wanted it, he just hugged me, I was surprised then Ace saw us. I broke free from him but I was too late. ace already left. I tried to explain but he won't give me a chance to. During the days he avoided me, I was devastated. I missed the times when we were together. But no matter what happens, I'll be here for him. Even if I die, I will assure him that my heart still beats for him."

I was shocked by what I read. I was crying while I was hugging her body. I still felt her heart beat. I should have confessed earlier so that she doesn't have to go through all this and die! I was crying as I crumple the note and throw it. My knees felt weak and I suddenly felt a warm embrace out of nowhere. I knew that it was Abby, I just hope she knew that I LOVE HER!