That 1st taste of Love

paige

We all grow up wondering when we will find are true love, that were destined to be with forever, and often find it at a younger age so here it goes.
My name is Paige I am 19 and I'm from Iowa when I was 13 and in 7th grade I met the love of my life his name is josh he's a year younger then me but we were in the same class I went to school with him since I was in kindergarten. He always use to be just another face in the hallway until one day, we rode the same bus and we became assigned seat partners at first it was awkward and we were both quiet then we started talking one day he was always shy and still is for the most part. After a few weeks we started talking quite often and I fell in love with his big blue eyes and his personality and he felt the same about me. He was still shy but not as shy as he acted towards everybody else then school came to an end as it does every summer and we still talked but lot as much I would go to all of his baseball games just to see him play and support him and his team he had a great family and that just made everything better. Then through the summer we went barely talking then school started again and we were still on the same bus and we grew even closer he was always on my mind and everything was great he told me he loved me and that he missed me when we went on are little thanksgiving break then when we went back to school he asked me out, I instantly almost fainted and was so happy I couldn't breathe we went on a date for the first time to the movies and talked way more, then basketball season started and we were both busy but still kept in touch. Then one day he was just acting weird and he got mean I never could understand why he was having these mood swings but he broke up with me and he said he just wanted to "be friends". I was crushed for a year I couldn't have a real smile. His PlayStation, sports ,friends were all that mattered now not me. We still talk once in a GREAT while and It feels good to know that you can hurt so much over somebody because they mean that much to you. Perhaps it was me wanting him too much, I'll never know but my feelings for his gorgeous blue eyes will never fade he still looks at me like he wants something bit never attempts to talk anymore. Needless to say, be careful who you fall for because what can seem perfect one minute can be gone in a second and it sucks to wonder why no other person can make you feel the way they did ill always love him and cherish every second we spent together