Love For "Phindi" [ladyfinger]

Joban Dhaliwal

27-05-2008 {Tuesday}

in last period..........I was standing with her.......on the same bench in the class.........I think we both r punished for not answering the question by are Punjabi teacher..........while standing................... I sudden look in her eyes and my eyes were fully flown in her eyes...........for the few movements I was totally lost in her felling of love...........I was seeing her love for me.......... I don't know why?? and after while I start writing on her left hand ......the think that I was unable to tell her for almost three and half year........that was I love u ...........while I am writing on her hand I am getting a felling of love from her............I don't know why?? .........firstly I take my pen ........and the first word that I wrote was "I" in small letters than I wrote 'u' on her ring finger.........and than I silently draw the shape of heart on her mid figure............. I don't realize why I draw on his ring figure but I think that god also want that my felling of love toward her must b doing directly to her heart.............their is a belief that their is a nerve that travel directly to the heart from the ring figure...............while I was writing she is not realizing that I am writing on her hand............but at the last movement when I am finishing my propose.........the tip of my pen give the filing to hit than she ................lay her hand on the bench. her palm is toward the ground...........firstly she saw her hand then she look in my eyes we both were speechless that time .......I was continuously looking in her eyes.............and she is also seeing my love toward her.........than sudden the bell of full break heard by us............we both r still looking on each other faces.............than I turned over and pick my bag ............I want to ask her answer but I was unable to do so.......................I think she also want to ask me many questions about this...........but she also don't ask any think than I walk away from her back ............ by silently looking on her face..................and thinking lots of things.........................and what will her answers...........................................for tomorrow


The next day came..........and I knew I have no courage to look in her eyes...........................all the days before yesterday.........I sit with her for whole day.............but today I go silently and take my seat on last bench............I am not actually sure was it last or second last.................................but the thing is I don't go to meet her.....................after 4 or 5 periods.............she came to me and take the seat which is right on my bench ..........................I am still sitting like a dumb.........she start talking with me...........she asked yesterday what u wrote on my hand..............??.................I say ...............u don't no what is that......................I am still unable to see in her eye's...................after saying that I still become dumb.....................after few movements..........she asked me.........r u serious...........toward that thing......................I say yes.............than she say.....u r not flirting with me na??.......I say what u thinks??............and than say no dear...............than she say if u doing that please tell me .............I am not that type of girl................than I again say .......no dear.............than she say ok..............actually...................when she ask do u love me.............I am unable to answer.............and even I am unable to speak................I only move my head and the answer was ya.. I love u.............................................than I see the shying face of her.......she want that I must talk with her on this .........but not a single world is utter by me .............I was thinking will my family allow this relation ......... but now I have to stay with her at every movement of my life.........


She Knows I love her but I'm still waiting for her answers....I knew she love's me but she never told me before the date 2nd September 09

Before that day we fitted a lot.the reason was she jealous if I taught to any other girl except her...

Day 2nd September 09 is still in my eyes. as it was the incident of few day ago

On that day in math periods she asked me u love whom??
My answer was u dear
Than I sudden ask whom u love??
She stops speaking...
I asked 3-4 time than she answers
I love Phindi
Phindi was a sweet name given to me by her.

Than she shies a lot and a bell rang and she goes back to her seat.where she is seating with her friend.


That was the sweet beginig of my sweet love story
And it is still going