04 Mar, 2019 06:46 AMif only if only you knew how i felt
if only if only you saw how i dwelt
every time i think of you my heart melts
if only if only i could tell you how i felt
if only if only you loved me too
but the chances if that are very few
the only thing i wish is to be with you
if only if only you felt that way too
if only if only i was better
if only if only i wrote a letter
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Tags:
Friends,
Broken Heart,
Sad Poem,
AloneVotes: 517524
28 Jan, 2018 03:51 PMI hate feeling this way
I've been like this for 3 months now
I'm too afraid to tell someone
so I keep it all bottled up inside me
I want to tell someone
but I just can't
The voices in my head aren't helping either
they just won't shut up
it's so bad that I want to slam my head in a door
it's getting to the point to where I'll do anything to get rid of this pain
even it hurts my loved ones
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Tags:
Depressed,
Sad,
Scared,
AloneVotes: 318920
01 Nov, 2017 01:29 AMLaying in my bed
Just lost in my head
Staring at these walls
And wishing I was dead
I feel so stressed
And I feel so depressed
I wish I could remember
When I last got some rest
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Tags:
Sad,
Sad Poems,
Depression,
Suicide,
AloneVotes: 2533162
19 Jul, 2017 11:18 PMThe water may be shallow
You didn't care and just jumped in
Your mind just didn't wallow
In thoughts that might have been
You only played and splashed
But other people you disturbed
The water you would smash
Others you'd perturb
But to me your dance appealed
Cute and elegant
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Tags:
Breakup,
Heartbreak,
Alone,
BrokenVotes: 019257
07 Mar, 2017 01:20 AMShe never cries, just stares blankly
Alone in her room, with music playing
She craves his touch, the feeling’s to much
She grips the blade, her skin starts to fade
A cut to deep could end the pain
That’s the only thing that’s keeps her sane.
Blood drips from her body as she sighs in relief
The mess on the floor are signs of a thief
Depression and anxiety has settled in
She fights a battle she thinks she can’t win
Despite the pain she keeps on smiling
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Cutting,
Self Hate,
Depression,
Anxiety,
Suicide,
AloneVotes: 1527454
04 Nov, 2016 01:38 AMHis name was Mars
Mars was on the edge
Watching stars and cars
Wanting to go over the ledge
Missing none of his memories
Wanting them erased
He said "Help me please,
This isn't my place!"
He lived on
He needed to love
He held the sun
Sun above
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Tags:
Sad Poem,
Depression,
Suicide,
Emotions,
Pain,
Poem,
Poetry,
Alone,
DifferentVotes: 335206
23 May, 2016 05:09 PMwhispers of leaves,
blowing in the air, wondering do i stop,
to listen and stare
keeping letting my rain hit my face from the sky,
thinking the demons around me are killing me,
and doing a great job at being sly,
keep on walking
im almost there
nothing can stop me, not even a glare,
the hope in my eyes is now buried in the ground,
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Tags:
Alone,
Lonely,
Help,
Lost,
Sad,
LoveVotes: 236057
10 May, 2016 08:03 PMCrimson red fills the bowl
With everything spinning so fast I cannot breathe
Walls closing in and everything fades
Flashes of lights come by, one by one.
Feeling sleepy not knowing your name
There it is, my favorite thing of all this,
Ah the feeling of pain is gone from before and new form enters me
Laying here waiting for you to come home
I open my eyes and see flashes of you and me from before you went
You walk inside
You call to me and wait for me to answer
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Tags:
Self Harm,
Pain,
Sadness,
Hurt,
AloneVotes: 428086
10 May, 2016 04:33 PMI'm sorry for the things I've done.
I'm sorry I can't be your number one.
I'm sorry I always put you to the test.
I'm sorry I can't be the best.
I'm sorry I keep myself in a shell.
I'm sorry I put you through hell.
I'm sorry that sorry isn't enough.
I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff.
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Tags:
Alone,
Broken,
Crying,
Depression,
Emptiness,
Feelings,
Heartbroken,
Hopelessness,
Loneliness,
Missing,
PainVotes: 2276964
28 Apr, 2016 07:25 PMthe skies shall mourn,
for they're masters of disguise -
But no poet's hand can paint
the shades of blue,
dwelling in your eyes.
The spring shall rejoice,
and the winter will scorn
Just like the sun; for it ever plays
with my forlorn -
honeyed kisses of it's rays.
So if the stars are meant to glisten
and if the winds are destined to cry
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Tags:
Loneliness,
Love,
Sadness,
Sad Love,
Breakup,
Anger,
Grief,
Goodbye,
Broken Heart,
Broken,
Alone,
Sorrow,
SilencVotes: 860534